I don't know what to think right now.  I slept all day...and I'm still tired.  I woke up at 4:30pm.  I feel like I could go back to sleep.  I know something isn't right with me...but then again...we've already determined that there's stuff going on.

I got a call from my doctors office and they need me to go in tomorrow to talk to me about my chest x-ray.  I'm a little anxious about that because I'm used to the rule "no news is good news" so therefore to me getting a call about it means bad news.  I'm trying to keep positive by saying to myself at least they didn't call me and tell me to get my butt to the ER.  I guess I'm not in danger of dying tonight.  Well...I guess I'll find out tomorrow what they have to say.

 That's basically it.  Mom called and asked if I want to go for supper and I said I probably will.  She is shoping though so it may be a bit before I hear from her.  So much for having breakfast and lunch today.  I just couldn't perk up enough earlier to bother eating.  Even though all I really do is through a microwave dinner in the microwave.  Maybe I'll go eat a banana or an apple in a few minutes.  I've got to get up and get dressed and ready to go out.  

My mind is on overdrive with this medical stuff and with the news about my ex that I mentioned last night.  Trying to forget the latter as it isn't my business anymore.   I think I'm in too much shock with stuff going on to feel particularly good or bad.  I just feel kinda numb....on autopilot.