Ellocin

i'm broken...

i feel a tiny bit better then earlier...got through the event and even managed to help a fair bit...so that was good.  I dont' feel like i let anyone down.  I'm still feeling very overwhelmed and...

I'm so overwhelmed I can't help but pull away.  I'm walking around in a daze today...barely functioning...only enough to do what needs to be done.  How am I suppose to handle the event tonight...I...

Today has been okay.  I've been very busy though.  I didn't want to get up today but I did because I had to if I wanted to come back to my place.  I did a lot of shopping today and am sore and...

I highly recommend you watch this video.  It's powerful.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCdZwitrNoYIf you can't click on it, copy and paste. 

So far today I'm feeling better.  I am still at my parents but heading home this afternoon.  I've only been awake about 1.5 hours though...so not a lot of chance to feel much of anything.  I might...

I think my moods are catching up with my thoughts...I thought it was suppose to work the other way around.  I'm soooo moody and emotional today.  Crying at the slightest little things.  I'm not...

Feeling a little off tonight.  I didn't get to do any decorating.  Mom decided she wanted me to take pictures and put stuff online to sell so I just finished up doing that now.  Well, all that I...

I'm sleepy today.  I'm still at my parents.  It is stormy today with beautiful snow.  My sister has been here with her two dogs so I haven't been able to get as much done as I'd like but at least...

It's almost 1am but I thought I should write a bit as I forgot last night.  I've been keeping super busy.  I went to my friends yesterday and we watched the movie Waitress.  It was pretty good. ...

I guess I'm doing okay.  I'm still feeling kinda blah but not feeling like giving into the temptations anymore.  I came so close through the night to cutting.  I had everything out and ready but I...

I'm feeling frustrated and edgy today.  I'm not having a lot of luck with looking into the co-op housing.  One of the places wrote back to me and said that they don't have subsidies in many places...

12:42 am here and I'm not tired yet.  *pouts*  I had a nice relaxing evening even despite doing laundry.  Still have a couple more loads to do tomorrow.  I had a nice bath.  Normally I hate...

Hello.  It's mid afternoon here and I'm feeling pretty good right now.   I think it's because I can't help but be happy and cheery when I'm listening to Christmas music.  I just love it.  It's...

I'm exhausted...as usual.  I guess I can stop writing that because it's pretty much a constant lately.I'm feeling okay, better then last night...even though this morning was a little rough.I got my...