I guess I'm doing okay.  I'm still feeling kinda blah but not feeling like giving into the temptations anymore.  I came so close through the night to cutting.  I had everything out and ready but I didn't do it.  I found a site online that lets you play old Nintendo games so I played Dr. Mario for quite awhile.  That seemed to keep me distracted.  I am still getting together with a friend today, but not for another hour.  That time will pass quickly enough though.  I am going to her place so actually I should leave here in less then an hour...basically by the time I am ready I should be leaving...if not before...lol.  I think my hair is all spikey today so I am definitely going to have to wet it down...I'll probably just wash it...it's just as easy.  I'm scared to look in the mirrow, lol.Well, I guess I should go get my breakfast and get my hair washed and dryed.  By the time I'm done that it will be time to leave.  Need to eat so I can take my new med.  That's really a pain having to eat first...but I'm sure I'll adjust.  

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That\'s huge that you didn\'t cut - it\'s not an easy urge to resist, especially when you\'re that close. I hope you had fun at your friend\'s... *hugs*