Today has been okay.  I've been very busy though.  I didn't want to get up today but I did because I had to if I wanted to come back to my place.  I did a lot of shopping today and am sore and tired but I still have more to do.  At least it's getting done bit by bit.  My sister was with me and mom so it was actually quite amusing, not stressful like it usually is.  The thoughts and urges aren't as bad today...I am feeling a little bit like cutting but I don't think I will.  I have an appointment with my doctor tomorrow so I will likely mention to her what's been going on.  I got to talk to one of my DS friends on the phone tonight.  It was really great to hear her voice.  I'm not a huge phone person lately but I was happy to talk to her.  I just tend to lose my train of thought sometimes whereas online I can focus a bit better on what I am saying.  I need to start connecting with people on the phone more again though...it keeps me in the real world.  I wish some of my online friends lived closer but maybe someday we'll all have money to travel and visit each other.  I swear one of these days I'll win that lottery...haha...would be better odds if I actually bought tickets.  Anyway, I should go.  It's a little after midnight and I need to try and sleep at some point.