I'm feeling frustrated and edgy today.  I'm not having a lot of luck with looking into the co-op housing.  One of the places wrote back to me and said that they don't have subsidies in many places so I'd be better looking at Government housing...public housing.  This was not an option I wanted to look at but maybe I will have to.  It's really frustrating to find out that even the co-op housing is out of my price range.  How the h*ll do people do it?  I was feeling so down and since I'd been stuck in the house all day I went to the store and bought some candy.  Mainly just because it was an excuse to get out of the house.  I know I shouldn't be eating it...but I really just feel miserable and it is so tempting.  I just needed something to do to distract me from doing the other things I want to do when I feel frustrated and overwhelmed.I did get all my laundry finished today which is good since my roommate got home today.  She will likely be needing the machine tomorrow.    I'm suppose to be getting together with a friend tomorrow in the afternoon for a movie day.  I don't know what movies we're going to rent yet...but we'll figure that out tomorrow.  I slept all afternoon becuase I had a headache so I hope I sleep at some point.  *shrugs*  I just feel kind of blah and like being distructive.  I know that's negative...how do I turn it around?  How do I think/feel positive when truly I feel so negative...