Shlay
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- To start off, I've always had sleeping problems- for as long as I can remember. When I started the cpap I felt like I got good sleep for the first time ever. The problem is, I just can't bare to wear the damn thing! At the time I started it I was...
- I've spent the past two years with the same man. Living solely for him. We just ended it for good. I have no idea what to do. I can't stop crying. Everything reminds me of him. I look in the mirror, I don't see myself. I see what I was for him. I've...
- I went to my 8 year old niece's school concert today. Got to see my 2 yr old niece as well. I love them so much... But I just can't feel the joy I usually feel when I see them. My doc up-ed my lamictal by 25mg. She didn't want to do anything more...
- I went to Arizona with my pain under control. I was taking perocet from my old pain management doctor. I come back to NY, home, and I run out of them. I asked my new pain doc for them- being that it is really the only thing that helps. She'll give...
- Well. First off, I am bi-polar with anxiety. Or so the doctors say. My landlady, on the other hand, (who, has multiple-personalities) thinks I also have the disorder. I was explaining my thought processes and telling her some of my past. Had a nice...
- Well. First off, I am bi-polar with anxiety. Or so the doctors say. My landlady, on the other hand, (who, has multiples) thinks I also have the disorder. I was explaining my thought processes and telling her some of my past. Had a nice little mental...
- Growing up, my holidays were filled with gifts, gifts and more gifts. But the day always ended up in a fight over something. There was never a peaceful Christmas. This year I have a choice. Stay with my crazy mom and sister, or have a relaxing...
- I love my boyfriend with all my heart and I love making love to him. But when it comes time and he wants to touch my chest, I have flashbacks of what happened to me when I was a child. Max, my boyfriend, has come to be VERY understanding. He didn't...
- I've developed a rash on my inner thigh. I usually get a bit of dry skin, but this time it is growing. I've now noticed a small dry skin patch on my right hand and left arm. I've marked around them with a pen, to check and see if they have grown. I...
- I just had a really bad one and had to call one of my best friends at 2am. He's talking me down and playing therapist. He's always there for me.How do you all cope with nightmares? I really need some tips. T.T
- I will be rehashing some, putting it nicely, uncomfortable memories. Returning to a place that drove me into the hospital three times. Once, I almost killed myself. It won't be easy returning there. But it I hope to make the best of it. I left my...
- I just got taken off a 25mg fentynal patch yesterday and am just on the nuycnta now. I woke up SUPER depressed this morning and went back to sleep till about 3pm.I'm bi-polar so my first thought it was just me being me. Then I remembered about the...
- In theory, I should be jumping up and down happy. I'm going on vacation for nine days. Instead, I could barely get out of bed today. It's 3pm and I'm finally up for good.I feel like I have whiplash. I haven't been depressed in quite some time....
- Here I lay, once again at a loss. A loss for understanding of my own emotions. Thousands of pages of diaries sit scattered across my small apartment floors. None of it makes sense. Not knowing myself. You'd think, after all this writing I would have...
- I've been doing really good with my mood swings. Then yesterday I started feeling off. Now I'm just plain depressed. I know its most likely just Pms... but for the women out there: Does your Pms effect your moods more drastically, do you think, than...