Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Can you call your Pdoc and ask if a med tweak might help? I would love to see you filled with joy and excitement and hope that you manage to get to that point!!!!