Shlay
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- Sunday morning, the clock ticks.Time to praise the Lord.Get up, dress in your Sunday best.Put on a pretty face, a happy face.Time to praise the Lord. Time to push away all your doubt.Time to lose yourself in mystical words of the Preacher. Time to...
- Confusing like, love and passion with foolish lust. My body overtaken my intoxicating smells.My body engrossed with caressing touches.My body taken away by fleetingly passionate kisses. Always looking for the next reprieve,The next escape. Dear Lord...
- Lips like heavenâ¦Seduction and emotion as grand as Athenaâs would be;Overtaking my senses.Violent is my passion with one single look.My world turning upside down, sidewaysAnd then- Back again. A new flavor of the world upon your lips;A new...
- Fighting for the freedom I never hadOnce obtained, now clueless as how to use it. Fighting to do the right thingNot one clue what the right thing is.Fighting to protect my young heartNot wanting to shut people out.Fighting to fix my broken soulOnly...
- I just started dating this new girl and I am terrified! So much has been going on in my life. My sister is being crazier than ever and blaming me for everything, my mother is stressing out and starting to take it out on me. Starting to feed into my...
- I am starting to make new friends and for some reason it's making me so anxious and worried and pissy. I'm so scared that people won't like me because I've been picked on and used so very much in the past... I don't know how to trust people. I don't...
- I snagged an old computer from some place in my moms house until I get mine back from being fixed.I saw my case worker today and found out I'm only 9th on the list for the emergency housing. Now I have now clue how long it is going to take before I...
- Use this computer much, I'm even being watched over a bit as I do use it... But I am having a horrible day. I was in great spirits until I got a text from my mom, meant for my dad, begging my dad for money for me.Why couldn't she just tell me and I...
- I went to a group outing with people I've never met before and did well!I made friends and even got a few phone numbers of people who wanted to hang out with me again. Never in my life did I think my anxiety and bi-polar would allow me to go out and...
- Met someone new today. It went very well, even with my anxiety. Now after the fun, I'm back home and have to go shopping with my mother who has not stopped COMPLAINING about everything and anything all day long. Lord help me. Holy shit. She weighs...
- I posted this in another group but I think it fits here as well: I love my father more than I could even explain. Even through all the extensive emotional and semi-physical abuse through the years, he means the world to me. I desperately look for...
- I love my father more than I could even explain. Even through all the extensive emotional and semi-physical abuse through the years, he means the world to me. I desperately look for his approval. I try so hard to be perfect for him. To be thin for...
- That when life is looking so up for me I feel so very down. I want to ball my eyes out right now for no good reason. I am just so damned scared about all of this and my case manager is a flake and never calls me back and I don't want to keep bugging...
- So. This is how it is:I started a diet two days ago and food is comfort to me. I am also trying not to smoke much. Needless to say; I'm stressed out, craving a smoke, want to eat everything in the house and pretty much just want to scream at this...
- I know I've posted a lot and I feel bad for that, but this news is life changing for me.I am moving out of my mothers house in three to four weeks, if not sooner! With the help of my case manager and my therapist, they have found me emergency...