Sandi2947

Someone wrote on my Facebook about Cancer and the effects. Wanted us who read it to forward it...here was my reply:  IT MAY BE A BIT HARD FOR ONES DEALING WITH IT...WHAT'S CANCERI WATCH CANCER EAT...

Florida the Sunshine State...we left home in Oct...went to Texas to visit my youngest son...then headed to Florida to try out being a snowbird...I have mixed feeling where I am today..I sit in my...

I am sure each of you as I do still every since we lost our child wonder why...in the early days the whys consumed me and I am sure each of you can relate and as hard as we searched, deep in us knew...

Christmas morning visiting hours in ICU Doors were about to open and we had all our presents ready....the family waiting impatiently to see the big doors open so we could rush to KENNY room to open...

I was wondering if the Cookbook ForMomsOnly ever was made? Can someone let me know.Sometimes my phone will change the wording sowhen i turned mine it chaned the title of one of Kens favorite...

i think of that night as Ken had been sick for the last 3 months of his life, having no idea the cancer had advanced to the stage that it was taking my sons life.  Put into the hospital for the last...

I Stand looking out The Windows of ICU...As I stare at the Beauty below, my mind drifts, words come out of my mouth...oh, Ken the beauty of Christmas, the bright shinning light sparkle addin beauty...

I was thinking of the talk about Guns....I asked myself and don't have my answer but is it Guns we should be looking at or the People....without a Gun people are murdered everyday. One famous example...

I am saddened each time I hear another mom has started the PATH of some of us with our WORN OUT SHOES AND SOME THAT THEIR SHOES ARE GETTING WORN OUT RAPIDLY.  How many pair of shoes do we own, yet...

Amazing the comments on my last two journals...sometimes it is so hard for me to remember all the fun, the laughs, the good times as sometimes I am still taking care of Ken in my mind...Yet I know...

What if. We had never had our child in our livesWhat if  We had never held our child close to our bodies when the fevers canWhat if..We had never heard the words mommy I have a booboo and What ifYou...

i wish i woke up today an my son was still alive...I WISH I HAD ANSWERS TO MY WHYS?I WISH I COULD SIT AND TALK WITH MY SON...I WISH HE COULD SHARE WITH ME..I WISH HE HAD NOT GOTTEN CANCER..I WISH HE...

KENNY'S BIRTHDAY JUST PASSED AND THANKS FOR THE WELL WISHES..SURE MISS THAT SON OF MINE...AS I READ EVERYONES WISHES FOR KEN, I WAS GREATFUL FOR THE FRIENDS ON HERE...NO ONE SAID ANYTHING HERE...I...

As I read each of your comments to my last journal, yes it is sad that our so called friends, who we thought would be there through thick and thin deserted us in a time our heart had been totally...

I read a journal where someone had written about Friends/Family that we felt would be there for us through anything...It seems everyone has that issue in some way..After Ken passed, a so called Long...