Sandi2947

after my last journal I would like to write. As long as we mom's live, we will never forget our child. They are a part of us. We fear forgetting their voice, their smile just them. I do not think we...

after my last journal I would like to write. As long as we mom's live, we will never forget our child. They are a part of us. We fear forgetting their voice, their smile just them. I do not think we...

I am so tired. So weary. And sometimes just don't know what to do..I can not believe it will not register in my brain my heart my son will be gone 5 years Dec 30, 2014 to know again one day or week...

They say. It Gets Better...They say: Time Heals All Wounds...They say:  Stay BusyThey say:   Don't Cry...They say:   Get A Job...They say:   They are in a better Place..They say:   I just don'...

I was able to attend the Annual Balloon Fiesta in New Mexico. Oh my The Beauty I experienced as one by one and more and more filled the hot air Balloons. All the Beautiful Colors floating against the...

i will share a gift I feel I was given many years ago.  I had had a surgery was in ICU kidney surgery. After ICU, I was taken to my room. that night myself found myself in what is now considered...

I have always believed in an afterlife. I have always been taught about Heaven and in my deepest of hearts I know my Ken is there. Somewhere within the realm of God, my Higher Being.  Always as a...

I read somewhere that the reason for Stars is they are openings so our children can look through from Heaven and see us Or if we try hard enough there is an opening that if we look hard enough, we...

each of us have experience the worst of the worst in this life. We have gone through something we would never wish on our worst emeny. Although we wish our friends. Our family could just understand...

I have a question. Does anyone really ever deal with the loss of a Child. I understand that some say stay busy ...be with others. Get involved. get counseling. I am not saying these are not things...

this anxiety that I wake up with every day I don't know what to do about it. It seemed I had it under control for a short time after Ken passed.  I think it has come full force back now do to almost...

I guess I am in depression.  I feel sad, unhappy, lonely. Just down. I don't want to go anywhere, do anything(although we have been working on the house non stop) as we had a plan of buying an RV...

Thanks for your Birthday wishes to my sweet son who I can not believe it has been so long since I have seen him or heard his voice or a lov you mom from him. Still struggle with the Whys that will...

I have yet to understand some people seem to breeze through life with hardly a bad day. Others seems no matter how they help others are hit the hardest with pain in their lives. I would think most...

Hi all, I know i have not been on much but life has been upside down. I have been dealing with a sore in my mouth for a year and half. Was sent to another Oral Surgeon last Wednesday. He took a...