Sandi2947

oh how the grieving process goes round and round and I never know what is going to set it off. My heart has been aching as bad as it did the night Ken left this place I call home. How I miss him so...

i know when I lost Ken I kept feeling like I was searching. Just as when my puppy Abby even though we have a fenced in yard...if she is gone a bit longer than I feel comfortable with I start looking...

I was laying here thinking that another Birthdayi has passed for all my. Children and every year as the year starts the beginning starts all over again. The first year ken left us I felt I would not...

Another year celebrating Ken's Birthday without him present on this Earth. We (only my husnad and me) sent the Balloons to Ken this year. I felt that was the way for this yeat. We went down by the...

Wednesday is Ken's birthday. Wow, it just does not get any easier. The month of August is full of Birthday's leading up to Ken's.   First my Dad's, who is in Heaven with Ken's is the 14th. Of course...

I was wondering why I can not download pictures anymore. But since I can't i will share i havemy #6 Great Grand child A beautiful 7lb little boy. He is so sweet, and beautiful wish i could put a...

I awake the day after, for 15 seconds I do not know what this pain is.  Then I remember:  My Son, I can not say the words...I awake the next day after, for 15 seconds I start to remember. I can...

I was talking to my granddaughter Pam the other day. (Ken's)daughter. She lives in Fl and I live in In so we don't see each other a lot, but she was my first born of my first born. Even though our...

I have heard that if you have daughters they will more likely keep in contact as they grow up. Boys get married and tend to go toward his wife's family.  Looking back I can say that that was...

For anyone wanting the name of Elvis song is. "You Gave Me A Mountain.  My reference was not to the verses but the Chorus.    Love to all, Sandi

I was listening to Elvis. He started to sing his song that the words include the word Mountain. I have heard it many time but tonight it brought tears to my eyes as I realized that some of the words...

I don't seem to get on here very often anymore and I can not say why. I do know that as time goes it seems the pain is the same. The loss of Ken has not gotten easier to bear it is as it was from...

No one is wrong in their thoughts of dealing with our child or children who has left us way beyond their time. And I still want answers that I know will never come. As i have been in this group since...

The trip to Al and the Star Trek movie and being with the family was great. After the movie we went to the Mom and Pop Pizza Place to eat.  The last place we went to eat abd my sweet son Ken could...

Tomorrow some of the family will be heading to Al to go to the new Star Trek movie. Ken was a Star trek/ Star Wars nut and I do mean nut. I don't think he ever missed the first showing of these...