Sandi2947

i would like to know if I am the only one who always has my son I lost on my mind...No matter what I am doing, or going or coming...always in my thoughts is my son Ken...Is this normal...?  I feel I...

I have ben prondering a question for a while now...I just met a guy on FB that just lost his 20 year old son...I really don't know how, maybe drug OD..due to he found him in his bed..He had just...

Yesterday we went back to see mom..she had told me some of her items she wanted to hang on the wall..so we load them up...We get there and she is waiting for lunch, I went over to talk to her and she...

I went to visit the nursing home yesterday morning around 9...It is probably a bit farther about 25 minute from me but for my sister who has no car it is about 45 minutes...I live in In, she lives in...

i JUST can't believe the phone call today...AT four today get a call from the nursing home where we been trying to get mom into...and have been expecting that they knew we wanted her in her home town...

We got word today that mom's does need the level of care of the nursing home..This time she will be going in under Medicaid which I am hoping means that they will not be doing a 6 months...

Thanks for all your comments and encouragements you wrote to your last journal..I think my hardest thing through this even before mom can to live with us is that when she first went into the NH last...

Well, the nurse was here today to give her decision about mom going back to the nursing home..She asked very little questions..it was sorta weird that she didn't ask questions...we were expecting...

I have tried all week..all day trying to find someone mom can stay with...Oh this RESPITE how they work here is...have to stay like 14 days...$80.00 per day..I hope someone in this world is rich but...

Does it always feel your the only family member that helps out...I mean one night I need my brother or sister to keep mom..but NO...what really gets to me is this..One.my brother thinks I am rich so...

We are suppose to have a Social Worker come to the house to do an evaluation on mom and if they feel she can go back to the nursing home that she was happy at...I just can't seem to get her to...

I still pray hope that my mom does not have Alz..one of the pills she is on has the exact same symptoms and I am trying to reduce her down off them..I did not know that one of her doctor's was...

Life is known to me as Endless Pain...I feel I am sinking into a depression..that I don't know from where to crawl out of..My husband feels it is because mom has moved here bringing back the memories...

What is Life???

Today I sat in the back of my car...I am looking for mom's insurance cards...still laying there is Ken's Star War's Birthday Card...I think I tried to make his birthday be more normal like this...