I WISH.......

i wish i woke up today an my son was still alive...
I WISH I HAD ANSWERS TO MY WHYS?
I WISH I COULD SIT AND TALK WITH MY SON...
I WISH HE COULD SHARE WITH ME..
I WISH HE HAD NOT GOTTEN CANCER..
I WISH HE HAD SURVIVED...
I WISH THAT I COULD HAVE DONE MORE...
I WISH I HAD PRAYED MORE..
I WISH I HAD NEVER EXPERIENCED THE PAIN.
I WISH I COULD HEAR HIM TELL ME ALL ABOUT THE NEW PHONES.
I WISH THERE WAS A WAY TO BRING HIM BACK.
I WISH...WHAT IS IT THAT I DO NOT WISH THAT WOULD BRING MY SON BACK.
I WISH FOR HIM JOY,  I WISH HIM NO PAIN,  I WISH HIM MUCH LAUGHTER, I WISH HIM HAPPINESS, I WISH HIM ALL THAT HE DESERVES, I WISH HIM EVERYTHING THAT HEAVEN OFFERS..I WISH HIM MY LOVE,  I WISH HIM PEACE, I WISH HIM EVERY LASTING LOVE FROM THE LOVE OF OUR FATHER...
I WISH, THAT KENNY COULD BE ALIVE, OUT OF PAIN, HAPPY, ENJOYING THIS LIFE...I WISH HIM EVERYTHING ONLY I DO WISH IT WAS HERE WITH ME ON THIS EARTH.  
I KNOW MY WISH OF HAVING HIM HERE WILL NOT HAPPEN, SO I WISH HIM ALL OF HEAVEN...THE BEAUTY..THE JOY...THE EVERY LASTING ETERNAL LOVE.
I MISS YOU MY SON, MY BABY, MY CHILD...FOREVER, YOU ARE A PART OF ME, FOREVER I AM A PART OF YOU.
FOREVER I LOVE YOU. FOREVER I AM YOUR MOM.
I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU HAND AS WE DID BEFORE..ONE DAY WE WILL...BUT UNTIL THAT TIME....
I WISH

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forhim1122
forhim1122

Me too. I wish it all too. We live with the same wish list.
Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

Understanding dear Sandi...

Wishing you a day knowing that YOU are the best mom Ken could have and are loved beyond measure.
mummar
mummar

Yep. Wish everything - and I wish so much I didn\'t have to:(
MomofJosh
MomofJosh

Yes, I wish none of us had to go through this!!! Sending you love, Sandi!
PLA58
PLA58

Oh yeah! we should not have this pain BUT......we do

Tight Hugs
Penny
Missinglisa
Missinglisa

Tight hugs Sandi.
dddsantos151yahoocom
dddsantos151yahoocom

I wish for you....xox, debbie
saltwatercowgirl
saltwatercowgirl

Wish is such a powerful word, isn\'t it? So many times I have wished the same exact things you wrote....What if my wishes came true....oh how I WISH that! Sending you hugs tonite....Vicki
CFMOM2
CFMOM2

I agree for sure. Peace, Kathy
Abotsd
Abotsd

Me too. Anything to have just one more day with my son. My Jacob, 43, died in his sleep. I am so sorry your Ken didn\'t have time to marry, to have his own kids, to enjoy your old age with you. That\'s what I wished for with Jake. For him to be my compainion in my later years. So sorry for us. They will remain in our hearts, forever. Love, abby
JennsMom66
JennsMom66

substitute her for him and Jenn for Kenny and I could have written this...
Hugs, MaryLou