Sandi2947

I am wondering what did I do...and what do I do now..It's not I do not love my mom..but she really drives me nuts...I am not able to do this whatever I am suppose to do...I am trying to get her into...

I wonder about this thing called Life...Sometimes it if full of joy...Every thing in it place...Smile on everyone's faces...Laughter in our Hearts..Love fills our every fiberAs our eyes take in each...

Sadness has overcome me again..I do not know why that I am back feeling like I am at the beginning again...I felt I had made a big step..when at the 18 month of Ken being gone..we did the balloon...

I have read your responses...and thought about your thoughts...and why I am feeling more down then normal..I wonder if anyone can ever be happy again really happy..there will always be that missing...

I think to myself..I should be happy..but happy for what...Life seems to have taken a toll on me...I think to myself..that this feeling of depression is beginning to overtake me and there seems no...

I read where someone wrote: My son has been gone for 2 years, yet it is so hard to reach out..to call for help...I wonder Do we all somewhat feel this way? I feel that I do..and I wonder if it is...

A friend is someone who even in their busy daily life...even in their sorrow..no matter what their doing..that take the time to think of you..A friend is someone who wonder's how your doing...but...

I think I am really depressed about Soos...She somewhat had the courage to do what we all have thought of doing since that horrible day our children left us....The thought of going on out of this...

I have lost the little box on the right corner that shows who is on line..anyone have any ideal how to get it back..?Decided to take mom out today thought she needed a break from the house...Bad...

I hate the fact that my Kenny is gone..as I know you all do too...for your child... Some days it just seems almost too much to bear.... I hate it hate it hate it...The life we did not choose..the...

Once again another date in the loss of Kenny has passed...The pain just never stops..Seems I have had so much going on, I don't even have time to read or write to anyone..I feel so bad about not...

If it gets any better, I think I will lose it.. Thanks for all the prayers for Shawn..God protected him completely..The tree collapsed the roof of the cab..Shawn duck which is what saved his...

We are very thankful that Shawn my youngest son is okay..but he had a serious wreck in Texas yesterday..a hugh tree fell on the top of his cab and crushed in..he was able to crawl out the passanger's...

The Balloons Release went so so wonderful...We had 5 HUGH Star War's...Kenny loved Star War's!!!We had 35 other Happy Birthday Balloons, smilily faces, all kinds of colorful colors...The wind was...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY WONDERFUL SON:HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET KENNY...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...THIS IS THE DAY GOD GAVE YOU TO ME...THIS IS THE...