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- I'm trying to make the best of a very difficult situation but I feel so lost and alone and awful most of the time like now. I went out and worked in the yard, baked something, stretched out, cleaned, wrote an email to try to resolve a family issue...
- I called my insurance company today to see if a therapist I was looking into going to was someone they would pay for. She was and I also found out that because of Covid, they are waiving my co-pay so it should cost me nothing to get therapy. I'm...
- I'm not doing well. My family is being extremely emotionally abusive and neglectful towards me. I should be able to find a way out but I cannot. Why do I let them do this to me?I know it's not my fault, these people are monsters. They are...
- Same sh*t. Loneliness, frustration, anger. For the love of God, how long can this go on? I'm really glad I can come here and just say the same thing over and over and people get it although it's probalby annoying. I don't even want to call...
- I'm so tired of being lonely and alone. It just zaps the life right out of you. No one should have to be alone if they don't want to be but that's not the way it is. Single people, older people, misfits, whatever. It's just cruel. I try to...
- I'm very depressed. It's very painful. I would like the pain to stop. What is the point of life if it becomes this bad and is just pain. There is no point. I seem to have no control over my life at all.
- Someone in my family recently died and that is depressing but it's not just that. It's how bad everyone treats me. Even now, even with something this major just happening. No support. Doesn't matter how extreme the circumstances, I'm always...
- The more I look into aging options for a parent who has recently declined the more depressing it is. If you don't have kids or money you are in trouble. That's me. If I even get old. But wow, growing old alone with no family that cares or can...
- I'm sorry to post here again so much. I am falling apart. I can't get away from my family. they are literally killing me. i can't handle all this responsibility and their cruelty and mental illness. they are very very sick and sadistic people. ...
- Do you prefer a clean room or a messy room and would you prefer it to be small or large? in terms of comfort, peacefulness. Curtains open or closed? What room/s?Me, slightly messy room and on the small side. Curtains closed. Bedroom and kitchen.
- I have been under way too much strain lately. I'm not feeling well. I am worried it's the cancer. I have an appontment in a month. I don't even know if i can get in sooner or if i ever want to. I'm so tired. I can't take anymore strain.Still...
- I got some bad news tonight about a relative. Very sad. Scary. I am just feeling completely lost. That I am completely unsafe. Feeling like there is no way I can stay here in a life that feels that awful and scary and lonely. I don't know what...
- Here I am again. The stress of my situation is building up again and just wiping me out. i feel like dynamite is exploding inside me and all i can do is just sit here. how can your own family turn on you and destroy you and just take pleasure in...
- Due to extreme family problems and health problems, lack of money i am feeling very very bad today. LIke i am going to explode from all this stress and pain that i have been dealing with for years with no end in sight. i thought i was getting a...
- I've gotten to the point where my mind has snapped. All my defenses are gone and I see my family and my reality for the stark nightmare that it is. My mom, my enemy, my family, the enemy. I fooled myself they could ever love me and the more real...