Anna1212
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- I've been struggling with too many things lately. Used to think when things got really bad I would end my life but I don't think I have it in me and I don't believe in it anyway but then that just leaves horrible suffering. That really scares me...
- Merry Christmas. Hope you are having a good one.I should just leave it at that but since this is the place I go for support I will just say I am struggling today. Not feeling well physically or mentally. Really scared about my recent cancer...
- My dad got me a 10 speed bike when I was in high school. I've ridden it for decades, only adult bike I've ever had actually. Still in good condition.
- There should be a support group for people who grew up or are growing in in viscious family systems. Maybe there is one. This kind of family could have physical, emotional abuse and/or sexual abuse, and/or alcoholsim and/or narcissism,...
- feeling really bad tonight. can't sleep. no control over my life. ill. angry. scared. it's amazing how much damage growing up in an abusive family causes. stays with you forever. at least mine has. all my best efforts didn't work...
- I haven't been doing well lately. I was recently diagnosed with ovarian cancer and am having a lot of pain and discomfort and having trouble getting good medical care or any at all. I'm worried that there isn't anything that can be done...
- A gift card for an exorcism.Any other ideas?
- My mental health seems to be deteriorating. I'm not really surprised with everything I have going on, the cancer diagnosis and family troubles. Today I woke up very early and could not get back to sleep. I got up when it got light and got...
- I tried reaching out today to a few people in real life. Didn't get much of a response or any response. People have their own lives. They don't want to be bothered. I'm the kind of person who would have done better to be married and have...
- This should probably be a journal entry but I guess I'll write it here. I woke up this morning and as soon as consciousness hit me so did the worries and thoughts and the tensing body which is nothing new. I started thinking about myself and the...
- I've been wondering that lately. My job is gone, my health, my family relationships are awful or non exisitent, my finances are not good, I'm 100 pounds overweight and gaining, I have no friends, blah blah blah. Poor me. but I wonder why I am...
- I've been very depressed lately. My health problems, my mom's, financial trouble, family trouble.. the world can be such a lonely place. not being here seems like the only way to get relief. i don't know how much more of this i can take.
- I've been feeling very bad lately. Physically I have this new problem and then all the other ones. It's like too many rocks are being piled on top of me. I can't bear the load. It's a really scary feeling. I need to go the those damned...
- I feel like my life is already over but I am still here. I am in my later 50's. I know that is not that old but because of how badly my life is going now I don't even see why I am still here. I am not even contributing to society anymore. I...
- I should go to bed by I am feeling emotionally destroyed and distressed. i called the suicide hotline and hung up before anyone answered because i feel too tired to talk. plus, they can't do anything. i am too tiredto write too. i am in a...