Anna1212
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- i know i'm not strong enough to last much longer. i know it and i know there's nothing i can do about it. it makes me feel sad. how helpless i am. i've been around and am still around so many completely cold mean people. there's no point...
- I'm not doing well. I've been overeating to kill pain. I'm too tired and depressed to write more. I called in sick to work again. I don't want to do anything anymore. I hate life. I hate most people. Why am I still here? I don't have...
- When I'm not fighting to survive and struggling and suffering the emptiness is more obvious. My life is so empty. I don't want to keep going. I've been alone most of my life. like 30 plus years. what is the point of an existence
- I need an in person friend to hang out with for like a couple hours a month. I'm not asking for that here, just saying and i need that. i need someone to help me to yard work and go to the store when i'm too tired. i don't wnat to deal with...
- Lately everything has been going wrong. I've been treated awful I mean really awful by sooo many people. work, family, others. I have started to just hate everyone. like really antisocial feeling hatred. everything seems so effing awful and...
- What makes you happy or I guess distracts you enough from your misery to feel pleasure? I don't mean the stuff that is supposed to make you happy but actually doesn't (necessarily) like meditation, or exercise but stuff that really does including...
- i'm so tired. i'm tired all the time. i'm sad most of the time. i feel drugged with my bad, tired mood. yet i can't sleep much anymore because of the over exhaustion and anxiety.i feel so alone. i post here a lot. it's the same thing. ...
- I am getting more and more disturbed. It doesn't end. It's getting worse. I don't know why i post here. there is no point. i can't sleep anymore. i feel constantly ill. there's no peace for me in this world. there just isn't. it's...
- I've been a long time member of the depression group but am just joining this group now. People, like doctors, always comment on how anxious I am. I don't even feel as anxious as they seem to think I am. But. I do have it and the worst for...
- I'm really depressed. I called in sick to work today. I'm trying but I just get extrememly exhausted. I googled "I'd rather die than go to work" which is how I feel most days mainly due to depression, bullying, health problems and found there...
- I'm having so much trouble getting by now. Each day seems harder. My body just doesn't recover like it used to. I seem to have bad arthritis and terrible fatigue and depression. I overeat on pretty much a daily basis which isn't helping. I...
- I continue to not do well. I'm just barely hanging on. Too much to do and not enough control over my life. not enough time to rest. almost out of leave. it's so hard to find motivation and meaning. life doesn't make any sense
- Here I am again. At night I think it would be a good time to end my life, in the dark and the quiet but I'm too scared to do it and that terrifies me that there is no escape from the pain. What the hell is wrong with me that I can't form any...
- it's been one thing after another, I'm not working my doctor won't help, my depression is now debilitating and i can't pull myself up. i'm sitting her crying for myself and saying to myself I'm sorry I can't help you. I'm so sorry i can't help...
- here i am again posting because i feel awful. i guess that's the way it is though for people with depression and a lot of problems. you usually feel bad. i'm so tired of everything. i'm so tired of this cycling of working myself into the...