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- Depression is getting worse since I left my job. I was expecting this but it is scary. I'm sleeping like 15 hours a day if you count naps. I just sit staring into space. I have no problem with that stuff but it's how I'm feeling that is bad....
- I am the scapegoat in my family. they are all comfortable with this. something is changing where i am expected to take on responsibility for someone in the family and it will put me smack dab in the middle of this role again. I am just unable...
- I was raised in a dysfuctional and abusive family and off and on throughout my life I've been in various levels of estrangement from most of them. As I get older (50's) this makes me feel really sad. I mean it aways has. But, some of these...
- Last night I came across something online about how Johns Hopkins university is torturing and killing barn owls in the name of research. It really got me depressed. I couldn't sleep. I started figuring out what I could do to help. I worked...
- I've had a recent life change that I don't want to talk about here on the main board but I am not handling it well. I'm trying but I feel completely lost, disconnected and very depressed. My doctor and counsellor are not helping. I'm too...
- I think I have it. I need to talk to someone else who understands what this is like. I'm heading into a crisis. thank you
- I am 56 and feel like I am losing my mind. I think I have BPD. My therapist is shit. the ones before were worse. I am feeling very suicidal. I can't regulate myself at all anymore since my job ended. Can anyone help me here? Also my...
- I've been thinking a lot. A lot of my depression comes not having enough connection and purpose in life. I think purpose and meaning really just come from family. And so what if there is something wrong with your family. Just devastating. ...
- my isolation is killing me. my problems are killing me. the profesionals have let me down. my body hurts all over. i can't not matter this much and survive
- I'm in the middle of a major life transition. I had to choice between two bad choices. I'm chosing the one that is easiest for me because I am so tired but is the one that will cause me more pain and suffering in the long run. That grates...
- No one tells you that your family will be the ones to hurt you the most, even destroy you sometimes. No one tells you how important money is or how much people hurt each other to get it, no one tells you that your looks matter more than who you...
- I'm very depressed. Major life changes and decisions going on. I'm not holding up well at all. I have no hope. I don't knw what to do. I can't stand this constnat pain anymore
- it's hard to be alone and have so many problems no energy and no help and an extremely heavy work loan and responsibilites and still dealing with an abusive family of origin. I don't think I can go on much longer. I don't even feel human...
- I am 56 and you never get over it. The abuse. the ones that stand by and let it happen and do nothing. and then when you confront any of them they lie and say it never happened or I didn't know.I try to get along with them because i am supposed...
- My cat just passed away. I am devastated. Is there anyone there who can chat with me? Thank you.