Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Someone in my family recently died and that is depressing but it's not just that. It's how bad everyone treats me. Even now, even with something this major just happening. No support. Doesn't matter how extreme the circumstances, I'm always last on the list for help or care. At least if they would back off me and using me for taking care of everything I would have time to take care of myself but I cna't even do that. Having my family in my life makes it impossible to take care of my self. I'm really desperate for relief and I don't see how to get there. I feel trapped and suffocated and depressed. I've been trying to get my mom into another living situation for years but I'm it still hasn't happened. I just can't live this way anymore. I can't stand it anymore. It's like being in a room with the lights on and siren blaring all night or something. I feel like screaming and running the hell away but I'm trapped.
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I did the dumbest thing today. I charged my earbuds, unplugged the block and put the block in my little bag instead of the earbuds. I wasn't happy about that when I got to the gym. What a dummy!
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I invited Bill to have dinner with me last Sunday. He wasn't willing to drive 7 hours to mid Michigan and teased me with his beautiful ribs!!! So, of course I ate alone and had cedar salmon
Hang in there. You MUST find ways to care for you since no one else will. Sadly, I've been losing lots of money the last month.....I've skipped many days of work just to take time for me. I thought my neighbor was going to be a nice "distraction" But he became emotionally hurtful too :/
Please take care of #1. I will keep you in prayer