Anna1212
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- really sick pet nearing the end, i'm injured and unable to work, don't have enough money to pay bills, sadistic family members. i just want to stop so bad. if i had the guts i'd do it but i doooonnntt. god have mercy on me and my little one.
- not doing well. very sad, down, exhausted. no interest in doing anything at all. been there done that syndrome. nothing works syndrome. barely hanging on to job. health declining. the daily struggle is becoming too much for me. that's...
- you know you're in bad shape when you barely have the strength to post here. that's me now.my depression is getting worse. i'm physically feeling so exhausted that i can barely function. barely work. i know no one can really do anything about...
- difficult times continue for me. I seem to be feeling worse and worse. called crisis line last night and got a good person. she talked to me for about 20 minutes and gave me a couple of local phone numbers to call for support. i guess i...
- i'm having a lot of trouble with taking care of my mom and dealing with family. she's living with me now. i'm totally overwhelmed and exhausted. my fmaily is using me. there's no one to help me. i can't handle it anymore. i am going crazy. ...
- there isn't a solution. not getting out not exercise. not .. anything. things are too much for me. life is too much for me. i literally need someone to pick me up off the floor and take care of me for a long time to recover from the cancer...
- there's struggling and then there's struggling. as bad as i feel and am doing, i know i am not at that point where it's too painful to even breathe for another minute. although having written that, i feel like crying because i know that feeling and...
- i'm so down i'm having trouble finishing getting dressed and going to the store. not to mention work tomorrow. i have one shoe on and then i just slumped over. i came here. i know people here will understand. i really need to go out to buy...
- that's it. hi i do this once in awhile since this is the only place i feel real.going through all the motions of life, doing the things i am "supposed" to do. wow, it sure doesn't cut it for me. i like how people can be themselves here. and...
- I have been feeling really badly lately. I feel extremely alone. I am running out of time. I am out of time to find any happiness. It's all just completely seeped into me and all that is left is constant pain and fear. My life is over. I...
- My family is awful. My life is awful. I think about killing myself every day. it just gets worse. i don't even know what the point of writing here is. i write the same thing over and over again. nothing helps. drugs, therapy, staying busy,...
- feeling like a failure. i've worked at the same job for almost 30 years (blue collar, not too interesting or fulfilling) because i felt like i needed the money and security. i know a lot of people do this but i feel like i wasted my life. that...
- i'm sorry to post again i think this is the third time today. i feel really shakey tonight. is anyone available to chat or message with me a little bit? I'm sorry i am so needy right now. i feel like i am falling apart. i feel like i am on...
- i don't think i really am a hypocrite but when i give people support an advice on here when my life is such a mess it feels weird. i am struggling just as much as many on here, thinking of killing myself all the time and then telling others to...
- I heard something on the radio awhile back that i wanted to share. There was a program on grief and a therapist or somebody was talking about feeling badly. She said that depression is a medical illness and is actually not that common. The...