MeAndHer
Status: . . . trying to figure myself out.. to be continued . . .
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well, my best friend is dating my crush, but i never really owned up to myself that i had a crush on her, probably because she's still labeled as a her, but her girlfriend now tells me she's...
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i keep saying my life is a mess, but what is it exactly that's so horrible?house is a mess. sleep schedule, i think, could be better. no motivation on days off. no motivation or feelings of necessity...
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i feel frustrated. i feel heartbroken. i feel a deep sadness. i feel lost, as if i'm wandering blindly in the dark, not sure if i'm going to hit a wall, or just keep fumbling along alone in the...
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i'm sorry for giving you some sort of hope by starting to talk to you again. and even *I* started believing there was some sort of hope, kept hoping that you were somebody that you are not. the...
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i want to fight for our friendship, even if it means fighting you. what are we hoping for, what are we reaching for. i'm hoping you are not truly an insensitive, objectifying bigot. we communicate so...
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i'm really glad that i have written as much as i did here about nick. it's good to go back and see how i felt, and what he did, and who i was. it's definitely a learning experience. now, i'm talking...
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i feel like ive never been able to make that connection with anyone. does that mean i havent found the right person or people? or does it mean i am incapable of forming relationships with anyone?i...
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i bet my moods correspond with my health, i.e., low & high blood sugars; sleep deprivation; etc.right now, for example, i feel shitty as in, "i wanna kill myself." but i'm realizing, i think my bg is...
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i need to know what the fuck is wrong with me. i need to know the source(s) of my thoughts, my beliefs, my behaviors. i'm not the type of person that can go "ok. this is what needs to change, don't...
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just wanted to put something here so all my shit won't get deleted when they make changes to the site.
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I hate you. I hate you for not loving me as much as I loved you. I hate you for not giving as much as I have given. You have given me words of assurances, but actions of indifference.~Dec 27 14
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i've been waiting for a while now for you to let your guard down, to let me in. but all i ever get is jokes and sarcasm and sexual advances. it's a wall you've kept up. and you're also passive at...
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Dec 11, 2014Whats really been frustrating me is, i feel most of th time when I'm with you, you have your guard up, like i gotta crack your shell lol. idk. but at the same time I'm probably also...
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I am trying to run, to escape a reality i can no longer fathom. I like to think that I'm happy, but really, deep down, I am miserable. On the outside it looks as if I'm going thru the motions, yet...
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