MeAndHer
Status: . . . trying to figure myself out.. to be continued . . .
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"How a REAL relationship works. Walking away is the cowards way out" ~Dave A."how a REAL relationship works" is right. it never was a REAL relationship to me. sorry, but true. i've been telling you!...
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it's as if i'm ready to bust out of myself and be my fucking self, but i'm holding myself back, because i don't want to hurt jess in any way, either, how she might personally react, or possibly...
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IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE JUST LIKE ME???? IS THERE ANYONE THAT CAN UNDERSTAND ME, WHO WANTS TO HANG WITH ME, WHO CARES ABOUT ME????
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as i sit and wait for my coffee to cool, my mind broods.once upon a day in a place, i decided to be alone. no need for friends. no use for groups.then one day, not too far away, i decided to be...
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i need a cigarrette. i am hollow, empty. no, i am not. i have been hollow and desiring whole-ness. to feel complete. i always stood on my own, pretending i needed a man. no friends. then i decided i...
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i need chris pohl to cut me burn me bite me fuck me~~~~~hmm.... last week i had a thought: what if, the things i find attractive in men, is something i actually want of myself. so, what of this...
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i'm lonely
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who am i??? i am ready to uncover myself. on one hand i want to fit into the social norms. i dont want to stick out like a sore thumb. but on what standards do i base that upon??? on the other hand,...
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i feel like cutting or smoking.. y do these 2 habits seem like that is what would fulfill that feeling.? i need something, im going crazy. oh my god. arrggghhh!!!!! what else can i do?!??!i need a...
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so. now im infatuated... a yr n two ago i never believed id feel that way again, but here i am. but now i believe i just wanna love 'im then leave 'im. i believe i do not want a long term commitment....
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my nerves are on hi right now. i dont know what to do.. im freakin out man!! my daughter is talkin depression, and i know shes on her period, which amplifies her moods. but now she also mentioned...
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i am so done with giving up. i am so done with not doing, not caring, not living. its so exhausting to be this damn lazy, this noncompliant, this complacent. its so exhausting. ive refused to clean...
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i don't understand companionship, love, trust, friendship. its such a foreign idea to me. something that i would like, but is unattainable. i hate myself. i cannot love. i feel foreign in my own...
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Something from http://livingafterfaith.blogspot.com/2012/03/lost-childhood-found-hope.html#comment-form“Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it....
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I'M IN LOVE WITH A GAY MAN!!!! how does that even HAPPEN!?! haha, i should say "INFATUATED." ugh, i am soo atracted to a few gay men... does it even mean anything? hmm.. like, it's like, i want what...
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