MeAndHer
Status: . . . trying to figure myself out.. to be continued . . .
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im drowningin holidays of memoryi cannot breathein the thoughts of the pastim strugglingto survive these dark fantasiesi cannot push throughthe~~~~~~~~~~im tired its late (1:30 am) good nite
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i am caught in a downward spiral of negativity, grief and shame. its twelve o'clock and i have nothing to show for it. ive lost 4 hours to nothingness. i want to just hang my head and do nothing.id...
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I will not lose myself in the man I love. I will keep myself, and give myself to him fully. I will not get caught up in the foolishness of changing my ways to better fit his. I will not silence my...
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i don't know what now.i broke it to him. i'm numb right now i don't want it to be over what the hell can i do. what do i do?
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i've been waiting for us to click. i've been waiting for us to become what i need in a relationship. i've been waiting for 7 yrs, and it's not happening. it's not working. i'm done waiting.
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waiting..... to be continued.
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why? i've been hiding parts of myself because you don't like them. i've been keeping secret my behaviors because you think they're wrong. I've been "changing" myself to be more of what you want.we...
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i've always been passive, and agreed with whatever he said, and went along with whatever he said, and went along with "what we're supposed to do." now that i am more assertive, and confident, i see...
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i'm thinking about leaving him. should i just go, or do i first make plans: financial, new apt., utilities, etc. do i hang until i got it all ready?
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i don't want to keep fixing it as we go along. i dont want to keep having these silences. i can't handle his depressed moods. i need someone there who's 100% there for me and my daughter. HE is not....
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we don't have enough common interests for my liking... he doesn't have a good relationship w/ his family... he doesn't understand alot of what's on my mind, what i find interesting, funny, etc......
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onto my journey to ???. i feel lost with him, and more confused. i feel unlike myself, and not understood. why is it when i speak my mind, i get a questioning glance, or a confused glare, or a...
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so, i'm thinking a lot about being completely alone lately. so i thought i'd write about it, to get past it and appreciate what i have, and who i have in my life. i'm happy, so why do i always look...
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marriage is joining together, compromising what you want to get to what "we" want... marriage is stability, comfort, love... marriage is encouraging each other, hearing each other, giving to each...
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i find myself avoiding sleep. it's either, because i'm over tired, or i've not been sleeping well, or i'm in a rut of staying up late and i'm a creature of habit.
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