MeAndHer
Status: . . . trying to figure myself out.. to be continued . . .
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i always desired my mothers approval, her acceptance. when i did something on my own, i wanted to show it off, even as an adult. i would point it out in hopes for praise, for a "good job!" .. i...
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complete and utter lack of emotion. no true happiness. no true love. no true pride. no true joy.i was a burden. i was unwanted.i was never made to clean up my toys or dishes. i was made to believe i...
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you are searching for the acceptance and love that you never received from your mother and father, and important people in your life. You have been left feeling empty and useless. You feel you need...
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i've done it!! i'm free!! i no longer have a boyfriend! or a friend, for that matter ... another transition time for me, i think. . . .
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freedom from oppression. my own decisions and actions were causing oppression. now i've made the right decision, and now i am free!!!!
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i have to KNOW what happened. i have to know where it started, WHY it happened!!! i need to know the source, so i can accept it, and defeat it!
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i always felt as an outsider. i always felt awkward.. i thought of a memory today. i had peed on my neighbors front porch... i was next door playing with the girl my age (maybe 5?) when i had to use...
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hmm.. im starting to think im down lately cause im "in a relationship." i've been trying to act like i need to wait and see what i want with me and dave, but i've really just been burying the fact...
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i hate my ex-husband with everything i have. he puts his bitch of a wife before his sweetheart of a daughter. he says it would be better for her to live with him because of the "family dynamic" of...
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i just want to hide away from all the world and pretend that its okay.dive into my distractions, surround myself with intentions, just to feel okay.~~~~~~~dammit!!! i dont write like i used to! when...
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Sad Excuse for a Grip ~ by ~ Lollipop Lust KillIts hard to say if I am alive Disorder runs rampant in my mind Loose thoughts slipping through my sad excuse for a grip Random ideas bouncing around...
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Already Gone ~ by ~ Kelly ClarksonRemember all the things we wantedNow all our memories they're hauntedWe were always meant to say goodbyeEven with our fists held highIt never would've worked out...
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ugh. i like to overeat. especially sweets. especially when i'm feeling down. sweets are so easy. sometimes i even force myself, even. when my mood is bad enough.~~~i'm starting to see, and try to...
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i cant keep my hands from stupid things. i must fill my hands with idle habits. harmful stupid habits. i feel okay today, but i still insist on picking at myself... am i stalling from something? from...
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im ANGRY! im LONELY! ive done it to myself! what the hell?!?!! always pushing everyone away. but i know ill hurt them becasue I DONT CARE!!! but i need someone now.
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