MeAndHer
Status: . . . trying to figure myself out.. to be continued . . .
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i just want to know that you're proud to call me your girl.
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still not sure. i continue to wish he would tat or pierce himself. i wish he wouldnt always be joking around. hes not serious enough for me. its always a fucking joke or put-down. good-natured, for...
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i'm feeling really good today. i don't feel burdened with doubts and worries about my relationship... tho, i know i still need to *really* get to know him, but today, i'm not worried. i'm just...
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the other day i texted him"....so. Im having a hard time right now. all of the time we havent seen each other is really really weighing on me... ikd how to put it. Im at "the end of my rope." i KNOW...
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for so long i’ve been looking for love,the kind of love that rumbles in my bones.i find someone who i think could be the one,yet i continue to feel so terribly alone.
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his overzealous sex; examples of his sadism. plus, i feel so terribly unwanted
Posted by: MeAndHerwell. i've decided/realized that nick is not one for asking/inviting people, so i finally invited him over last saturday, when jess was gone. i planned on having sex with him. we had the sex, with a... -
i saw him sunday night for 2 hours. for the first time in almost 2 weeks. it was really really nice to spend time with him, very enjoyable. but i'm still feeling really, idk, antsy.. impatient..... -
it bothers me he lives with his parents. only because i don't know yet if he's serious about moving out soon. and because i hardly know him at all, and with the lack of opportunity to see each other,... -
"Expose yourself to your deepest fear. After that, you are free" ~Jim Morrisonmy deepest fear is to open myself up.. AGAIN. the fear is having my heart broken.. AGAIN. the wrenching pain it causes...
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i am really beginning to fall for him and its terrifying me. it is too soon to be falling so deep.. i still dont know if he's really for real.. god i like him soo much
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so i've up n done it now. now i feel. . . . . empty, i think. i wish i hadn't done it. i'm glad i had done it. i have conflicted feelings about having done it. but right now i just want to be all by...
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if you're *trying* to please your spouse, you're doing it wrong. if you're putting sooo much effort into pleasing your spouse, that's just not right. you are not living, you are not *free.* you are...
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i miss you. i think you're so much fun. i really love it when you smile. i love your smile. i miss you~~~~~stop! stop walking thru my life, making things more complicated.... what i really hope for...
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i miss choking him. REALLY REALLY miss it...
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ok. i've had 2 "big" committed relationships in the past. one, i was married to him for 4 years. the other engaged to and living with for 8 years.what i've learned from these relationships is the...
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