MeAndHer
Status: . . . trying to figure myself out.. to be continued . . .
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Anxiety is a solid mass sitting in your chest. It makes it hard to breathe properly. It clouds your focus, and makes your eyesight fuzzy. It drowns your motivation, and drains your energy. You want...
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Ive spent all this time, trying to open myself up even when it doesnt come easy, sharing my thoughts and feelings, helping you get to know me, or so I believe. But you, you spend all your time behind...
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i'm getting mixed signals, do you have mixed feelings? i don't know what you want, i don't know if you want me. i keep holding on and waiting. i keep telling myself you'll open up soon, soon....but...
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All I can feel now is pain and desire. The raw energy of dysfunction.Endless loops of devastating thoughts.June 17I hate my life. This constant stream of consciousness. I feel like im floating above...
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When you said I "dropped a bomb" tht sort of implies to me tht you dont feel th same way as I do about our relationship, so i have to ask, how do *you* feel about where we're at an how things are...
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And you're sitting there and you're wondering where it went wrong. How did we get here, in this place, this void of solitude and delusion. He's there with his words of love, admiration, desire. Yet...
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Homosexuality is NOT a disease, it is NOT a sin. Being gay, bi, trans, is as much of a choice as is being straight: it is NOT a choice at all. It is a part of who you are, and you have no say in it...
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i have anxiety. i've always battled with it, it seems like. i remember, before, i battled with my identity, i didn't know who i was or what i wanted. i hated myself. but now i love myself, but i'm...
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whenever we go through a rough patch, i know i don't wanna run, i don't wanna leave you. i want to stay. i want to talk it out or work it out or whatever. and i want to keep you close. you're so...
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and you’re sitting there and you’re wondering where it went wrong. But it never went wrong, really. It was doomed from the beginning. Yet you feel you must ask, How did we get here, in this void...
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i sometimes feel that you are not there for me when i need you. i explain it away and rationalize it, knowing youre busy with work and family. but that fact remains, you are sometimes not there when...
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and i learned something today. i am susceptible to suggestion. nick sent me 2 pics of his dick this week, today he mentioned having blue balls, and many other comments from him. so me being the...
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today was a bad day. i felt engulfed in anxiety. at one point when i was getting ready to shower, it was the worst. i wanted to pick at myself, but i was stopping myself, and it was a real struggle....
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i'm proud to call Nick my boyfriend. he means so much to me, and he's ACTUALLY really a great guy, and he's a goofy fuck, and he loves my quirks, and he doesn't try to change me, and he's weird in...
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ok. my schedule this week:Sun 3p-11p; Mon & Tue off; Wed 7p-11p; Thu 6:15p-11p; Fri 11:15a-6:45p; Sat 9a-4p...and TODAY, Wed, he texts me "your schedule sucks this week :(" and i go "yyyyep" and then...
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