from inkpad app 12/15/14

i've been waiting for a while now for you to let your guard down, to let me in. but all i ever get is jokes and sarcasm and sexual advances. it's a wall you've kept up. and you're also passive at times, when i need you to just be direct and honest. it hurts that you continue to keep me at arm's length. also, i've never really truly felt wanted by you, like you really maybe didn't even want to be in this relationship. maybe i backed you into a corner, into agreeing to give this a try. but whatever the reason... i'm just not getting what i need from you, and i really don't think i will any time soon. anymore it's more painful to be with you than without. i've felt like this for awhile, it's not a recent development. i've just been waiting and waiting and hoping something would turn around. but then, of course, Friday was the last straw. i can't do this anymore. it's over.