from inkpad app 11/17/14

I am trying to run, to escape a reality i can no longer fathom. I like to think that I'm happy, but really, deep down, I am miserable. On the outside it looks as if I'm going thru the motions, yet inwardly I'm spinning out of control. I tell myself that some day it'll get better, but I know it's just another lie to get me thru the day.