MeAndHer
Status: . . . trying to figure myself out.. to be continued . . .
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im just DONE!! i read past journal entries, and some of them sound like i gotta figure what i'm not happy about in the relationship, so we can then work on those things n fix it n shit... but I AM...
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this was around 4 pm, i got in the shower around 3 pm, so i was in there for an hourhe:"i still gotta brush my teeth"me:"whoa! i thought 1 pm last weekend was late for me to brush my teeth!"he:"well...
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i want to feel loved. i want to feel adored. i want to feel significant. i want to feel important. iwant to feel interesting. i want to feel heard.with him, i have to justify myself, my actions, my...
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i'm not happy.
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what is a healthy relationship? How much am i supposed to expect. what am i supposed to want and need, and am i being unfair?#1 we have completely separate lives. #2 he goes to another girls house...
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im going fucking crazy. im seriously swinging back and forth between how i feel, what i want to do, what do i do now? what do we do?!!??? i love him, i hate him. i cant stand this.
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What do you do when you realize you can't stand your life? Continue to ignore it and live on in ignorance.I can't take the fact that I try to make a good point and it's just completely disregarded....
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my new theory: i only feel love towards him when we're gonna have or just had sex.... let's see........we also seem to live separate lives. i feel very separate from him. him with his friends and...
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"If you have a wonderful man, who helps balance your whole world, who isn't perfect, but is perfect for you. who works hard and would do anything for you, who makes you laugh 'til you cry and drives...
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religion- there is not ONE religion right for ALL. we are all unique, different. some of us are similar. we can not ALL lead the same life, follow the same paths. there are many religions because...
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im drowningin holidays of memoryi cannot breathein the thoughts of the pastim strugglingto survive these dark fantasiesi cannot push throughthe~~~~~~~~~~im tired its late (1:30 am) good nite
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i am caught in a downward spiral of negativity, grief and shame. its twelve o'clock and i have nothing to show for it. ive lost 4 hours to nothingness. i want to just hang my head and do nothing.id...
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I will not lose myself in the man I love. I will keep myself, and give myself to him fully. I will not get caught up in the foolishness of changing my ways to better fit his. I will not silence my...
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i don't know what now.i broke it to him. i'm numb right now i don't want it to be over what the hell can i do. what do i do?
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i've been waiting for us to click. i've been waiting for us to become what i need in a relationship. i've been waiting for 7 yrs, and it's not happening. it's not working. i'm done waiting.
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