AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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I suck. Seems like the day flies by and I don't get to write. I'd love to be able to say that's because there's nothing to report but hey...THAT'S not going to happen.
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Well yesterday pretty much sucked. we did not get the house we were offering on. HE proceeded to drink...loud, obnoxious,slurring...yeah great load of fun. No anxiety to speak of though thank...
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Ok, I officially suck at the whole journal thing. I knew weekends would be harder for me since I am not on front of a computer all day. I WILL get better. Hopefully we will get some good news...
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Woke up once in the middle of the night and thought I was going to be sick but I just climbed back in bed and ignored it. Woke up ok this morning and felt more normal throughout the day. Took on...
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This is it. Day one. i have tried keeping track of things in a notebook but that doesn't seem to work out for me. I work on computers for a living so maybe being web-based is the way to go. I...
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I woke with mild anxiety this morning. It's the first time in a while this has happened. I immediately took the usual mental inventory...no not sick...so relaxed in a chair with a cup of...
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I cannot believe he is actually mad at me right now for showing concern. It sounded as though he was throwing up...so I asked if he was ok...and was he sick? and he got mad. mad because he...
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Back at the Gym....I felt good to get up and go. Unfortunately he went with me. He drank so much last night...so obnoxious and out on the couch by 8:30. Tonight I start back to school although...
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I am shopping...my mom, boyfriend, and kids are with us.we are at a place...it is like a farm where craft items are mixed in with antiques. Like any typical farm animals roam everywhere...dogs...
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Some days I find myself pre-writing my journals in my head. Some days I can't seem to find words at all. Weird...lately I feel like a very lucky loved girl though...Everyone should have the...
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I knew it would be crazy yesterday...but it was overwhelmingly stressful for the first day back. too many problems piled up while I was gone and of course being month and year end everyone is...
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or escaping from it...however you want to look at it. On the one hand I slept a lot and had no anxiety over this vacation...of course things between he and I are really bad....and I have been...
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I just feel lost today. His friends came and stayed the weekend for new years...I buried myself in a good book for most of the weekend. This vacation has been so short but I think I actually...
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How does this always get twisted around so that I am the one who is in trouble? Am I in the wrong here? I can't help thinking about another friends journal entry..how people are using DS as a...
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insanity is the tenancy to do the same thing over and over again and expect different results. That is me...I fall for it time after time. I have to admit it tool longer this time. It's been a...
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