sun 9/4/11 cont'd

Things turned out to be ok today.  Whatever triggered yesterday has not repeated itself and although I feel very sad and lonely today I am not anxious.  I have been cleaning most of the day although we did go out for breakfast which we rarely do.  Doing the kind of cleaning I rarely get to ...washing windows, curtains...vacuuming cat hair from under the bed.  I think I could dust in here 24/7 and it would never be enough.  I think that is partially the price you pay for having animals in the house.  My pain is bad this weekend so that does not help...I know I somehow have to make time in my crazy schedule for exercise.  I have been playing with the idea of joining a gym but I fear committing to the contract and not finding the time to go. I cannot afford to go up another pants size but it's about to happen. I was thinking it's expensive but then when I compare it to the cost of physical therapy...it seems really cheap..which is why I stopped going.  With a 35.00 copay those sessions add up fast. I think I'll kick it around for a couple of weeks and see how the semester is shaping up. OH CRAP...I almost forgot I have homework...guess I better get on that.  I got caught up in a book in one of my favorite series in between laundry loads...I better switch to school reading....lol