weds sept 7 2011

It's weds again....not that it means anything really...except that I have class and I get to be on my own for a few hours.  I think he knows I have pulled back again...really been good since he passed out on my on Sun? Mon? my days are all mixed up...probably trying to block it out lol.  I am just a sad lonely pathetic creature.  I get to go sit in class with all these babies and pretend that my going to class even matters.  It's just another escape...one that keeps me busy enough to forget for a little while.  My sciatic on the left is just throbbing this morning...I keep trying to ignore it...with all the Ibuprofen I take it's a miracle I have any stomach left.