Lonestar

Got up yesterday and took a shower and had no hot water. My landlord was great and got someone over that day to find out the water heater is broken and I need a new one. Normally that wouldn't be a...

I'm getting into a routine with my daily life. Doing the things I need to do again. I don't turn every light on in the house anymore. I'm sleeping through the night. Get up, get dressed, go to work....

You know it's time to change when they catch you reading their posts on Facebook.  I was reading my exs new wifes Facebook posts and accidentally hit "like" on one of her posts - that stupid button...

I wouldn't wish a hurricane on any part of the USA as I have lived through several. But if it is going to hit the east coast, is it petty to feel happy it is hitting the area my ex is at on his...

I love to read.  It's always been my escape path - I can get lost in a good story for hours. And I loved romance stories - the ones that end happily ever after. I tried reading a new one today....

If everything went as planned he was married an hour ago to his new love. I realized deep in my heart I didn't think he'd go through with it. That he'd realize what a major mistake he was making and...

He was suppose to get the rest of his things out yesterday. He texted and cancelled - said unavoidable. He gets married on Friday and goes on honeymoon. Looks like it could be several weeks now. I...

Went to get my things from the storage unit. I had more in there than I remembered. Moving stuff by yourself sucks. I took one last look at everything left in the unit and closed the door. He will...

I didn't think he could stoop any lower - but I was wrong. He's been bringing his girlfriend to my house during the day to pack his things. The Other Women. How could he. When he texted me saying...

The ex came today to start taking his stuff out. He said he'd come every day till Thurs when he has the furniture moved. I came home and saw empty spaces. I would stay at a hotel for a week if I...

Weekends used to be such fun. Going places, visiting his family, Even grocery shopping together, buying things to make dinners since dinners during the week were usually just grabbing things. Now...

I had a Day of Service for United Way today. Volunteering for a good cause. Getting my mind on something else. Then I checked email at lunch and got an email from his mother saying she was thinking...

It's been about 2 weeks since he left. Am I better - no. Some days I'm still numb. Others I'm so depressed I can barely move. I sleep on the couch. I watch tv constantly to have noise. I can't stand...

It does get worse. His brother and sister-in-law called me Sunday and said they were sorry to hear about the breakup. My ex was telling them it was mutual and I was moving out of state.  I told them...

Friday night before a long weekend and I'm sitting here with my cat. My ex is with his new girlfriend probably getting ready to go to the events we had scheduled for the long weekend. We had planned...