Lonestar

I couldn’t sleep last night which, of course makes me feel physically feel worse. Knowing what other people are going through I sometimes feel silly saying my cat died and I feel empty, numb, sad,...

I had to put my cat to sleep at 4 am this morning at an emergency vet clinic. I am numb and can’t quit crying. I know it sounds silly to say a cat was my best friend but he was. I don’t have any...

I just learned my 16 year old cat has cancer. I have had him since he was a few months old. I cannot tell you how much my heart hurts. He got me through my breakup last year by giving me a reason to...

My sister and her husband came to visit for 2 days on their way to a cruise. They have a wonderful trip planned and it sounded exciting. I cleaned for weeks in anticipation of their visit, even...

So I just wrote an entry in my journal to get it off my brain and started to read others. And felt so sad for people just starting their journey on separation and learning how someone they trusted...

He's been married almost a year and except for a Happy Birthday text I haven't heard from him. Don't want to. So, of course I get a text yesterday asking do I still have something he wants in the...

I've had a lousy week and I couldn't figure out why. I was irritated at everything, moody, and just in a bad mood. Then it hit me. It was a year ago exactly when I came home from visiting my family...

I ran into his sister-in-law and I specifically did not ask about him. I was actually a little bummed I ran into her as I've been trying not to think of him so much. After sharing all the family news...

It's been a tough winter. I have discovered you have ups and downs for a long time. After his mother's funeral I told myself I was now ready to move on. Things were only going to get better. I was...

I went to the funeral home late on purpose to avoid speaking to my ex and his wife. I got lucky and was able to miss them but I did get to say hello to most of the family and they were all so nice. I...

His mother passed away. She was a lovely woman and a dear friend. She once told me she thought of me as a daughter-in-law. She stood for me when he left me. Told me she was so embarrassed about his...

I made it past Thanksgiving - I was sad but got through it. I was proud of myself. I had a few weeks of work and then off again for Christmas. I knew that would be hard. We had planned on doing...

I'd been getting by. The holidays were starting to get to me so I went in and looked at his Facebook page. It was stupid. I saw pictures of them together having so much fun. It broke my heart again....

I have good days. I am enjoying my place now that I have done some redecorating to my taste. I basically pulled out my old stuff I had before he moved in and bought a few things and I love it. It...

He's back from his honeymoon.  I texted him this morning and asked when he was coming to get his stuff. Told him the water heater broke and the basement was wet. He didn't even ask about it. I went...