He's finally taking his stuff..
The ex came today to start taking his stuff out. He said he'd come every day till Thurs when he has the furniture moved. I came home and saw empty spaces. I would stay at a hotel for a week if I could afford it. This is like pulling a bandaid off slowly. I hate to wish time away but I wish it were next month. It will be ok. I'm repeating that to myself like a mantra. I wish he felt what I'm feeling for a day. I want him to say he's sorry for handling this so badly. For lying to me, telling me he loved me when he was engaged to another, for getting engaged while he lived with me. I could keep going here. I want him to feel my pain. Times 100. Hey, maybe I'm starting to feel angry. Good for me.
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Stay strong. You may not realize how much inner strength you have until you try,I meditate and try to talk to the universe, God, and spirit, With a healing sending coming your way. Put yourself first everytime, and you will stand.
Yes, start feeling angry, it will get you through the next little while. If you see him, remember to smile turn around and walk away. You owe him nothing. When everything is taken, give it a good spring cleaning and fill it with things that you will appreciate. Hon, it will be a rough ride. As for him being happy, I am having a hard time believing that. I could never trust someone that lies and cheats like that. He will feel it one day, just like my sweet innocent ex is feeling it now. Hugs
You will get through this, stay busy, and focus on your needs. Hugs.
Stay strong and let the angry flow. You'll be free of this guy soon. Just remember to take care of yourself and treat yourself right while Chester Cheater takes his crap. If you need to, get out of the apartment. I know when ever I had to see people I had/have a huge triffle with, I avoid then like the plague bc I don't need their toxic presence around me. Also, just remember, he's gonna suffer. A man who can't commit trying to commit, is like hoping electricity won't shock you. It's gonna hurt for him and that other girl and chaos ensue. Keep strong, smile, eat your favorite foods, hang out with who you wanna hang out with, and make yourself feel goddamn awesome. You can do this!!
You guys are great. Thanks.