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- This place wouldn't be what it is without you. I am honored to have such incredible teachers. The experience, strength, and hope you give so freely is invaluable.Thank you for all that you do.Keep coming back!!!Xo
- I have decided that I just can't drink.The obsessions I have had for the past few weeks took on a different form than in the past. I never actually went to the store to drink NOW, but I obsessed over WHEN later I would be able to drink. Should I...
- For all the newcomers who take the first step to get helpFor all the relapsers who make it back and keep tryingFor all the old-timers who demonstrate their serenityFor those people who give so freely of themselvesFor people who reach out and grab...
- I am far from perfect but I am doing my best to become a better person with each new day of sobriety. I am doing this for my own serenity but also in the interest of being a kind and decent person for the sake of others.When has your serenity been...
- AA or not... How long have you been sober?Did you have a spiritual awakening?What was it like and how did it come about?If you care to share, what is your HP?
- ...of being honest with themselves.(as stated in the Big Book)Can someone please explain this to me?I am terrified that for some reason I will not get better. My dad never got better. I feel like I am destined to die with this. Don't know why...
- I hate clogging the board with a simple question like this, but where better to ask...My day 1 of sobriety is Jan 4 2010. Today is my 29th day, so technically I can "celebrate" 30 days tomorrow, but Thurs Feb 4 would be my one-month bday.When...
- I feel so fucked in the head right now. My husband is depressed. I don't know how to help him. I don't know what to say or do. I am tired.I want him to drink. WHY? Because that's the only thing I know to do when I am feeling like that. Just...
- Sponsor... CHECKK. Not much to say on it today. AA Nazi from what I understand. Perfect.I am going on 2 weeks of white knuckles and splitting headaches. Yesterday's reprieve lasted until about noon and then I had the worst night to date. Felt...
- Earlier I posted a "Defeated" topic.I do feel like shit and I have been suffering for the past week with the thoughts of wanting to drink, but I never drove to the store or searched the house or suggested hubby drink. None of this really seemed an...
- I am tired of feeling like it's wrong to feel bad, ie pity pot.I am tired of not knowing what I can and can't say in mtgs and on here.I don't want to go to mtgs anymore.I don't want to read AA books anymore.I don't want a sponsor.I am so fucking...
- Positive and NegativeI don't know. The more I think about this... I embrace it all. I really do. It just isn't realistic to be positive all the time. I have an honest admission... I know the positive posts are meant well but IMO they are...
- My husband agree to attend a mtg with me, but I wasn't sure it was appropriate...If the meeting is listed as an "Open" meeting, does that mean he can come as a guest even if he is not an alcoholic?Also, if anyone knows... Can I as an alcoholic...
- Love you girl!!!! My phone buddy. Awwwwwww!Mwah!Congrats on 5 months!!!! Happy happy happy bday!
- Dear suckass friend in a bottle,Fuck me. I am all of a sudden realizing how emotionally absent I have been for the past year. I haven't been replying to emails or phone calls from family for months. I know I've shut everyone out and when it hurts to...