Taradactyl
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- Seems some feelings got triggered for me today. A little bit of hurt mixed with a little bit of anger and frustration leads me to that fuck everything mode of rage that ends in self destruction. I am only 8 days sober, so I know my head is still...
- Well done, chica!!!!! Proud of you!Tell us what it's like, woman!XO
- I know there's a few of you out there in the early days of sobriety.Congrats Rummy!!!! Proud of you at sober day 4!Who else? Come to the front to claim your prize!I am day 4 as well. Thanks for getting me through last night, Sobriety24 and...
- Rambling vent...Arrogant, self destructive, self hater. I love me. I hate me. I love people, but DANG I treat them like shit sometimes!I am a a living breathing contradiction!YEARS I have blamed other people for my problems. ALWAYS someone else's...
- I started drinking at 6 or 8 yrs old, drunk at 12, binged until 22. From 22-32, I was drinking everyday only about 1 bottle of wine and binging on the weekends. It did not start affecting work or home or relationships until 2 years ago when I...
- I am holding mine in my still shaking hands right now and am going to bed with this mutherfr every night if I have to!Anyone with me on day one? (Shout out to Rummy. You better be sober, Biatch!) I am hitting my second meeting today and will try...
- I'm just in the middle of it y'all. I want to be better. I want to contribute and help the newcomers. Right now I am stuck in the middle of it. I don't hate. I'm not a hater. I'm not an asshole. Just don't know how to be right now. I'm...
- y'all are awesome. no kidding. you care. despite my assholeness, you seem to care. thank you all. i am on a path of destruction. i don't want to die. nope. don't want to die. the answer is right in front of me, no? why don't i want it bad...
- I love people you know? All people but myself. I actually even love myself half the time. I'm an arrogant fuck, but I mean well. Path to hell is paved with good intentions, right? Right. I don't mean to hurt anyone, but when I'm drunk, my...
- why are you here? it helps keeps you sober? i think half of you just like to display your intellect. what is your point. if you cant explain it simply, you dont understand it well enough. keep it fucking simple.
- ...where rummy and i are at. he's not an asshole and neither am i. we both have a desire to stop drinking. albeit not to you standards. the postings, not to your standards. we are what you once were. you forget. we are here for what we need...
- Hey brother. Whatever bash they take on you, I feel it too. What do you say... We do this sobriety thing together? I'll support you if you support me. Fuck all these mutherfuckers, lets just do it, me and you. I plan to get sober Monday.. What...
- for anyone i scared... i am ok. i dont know wtf i was thinking. i ddon't want to die, btu yes i tokk all my fucking pills. gone. i think like 12. i passed out an am awake now. i didn't die. fuck. why i dont know why id di that. i'm ok. no...
- Unfriended and blocked? WTF? I know I suck when I drink. Fuck! I am struggling right now. I am trying to do what i need to do. I never knew how hard it would be to get back up after a slip. I was doing so well with 40 days. All I want to do is...
- Self hatred is false humility. It is not noble to punish oneself for imagined defects. The imagined defects themselves stem from grandiosity. True humility can only be achieved in honest self examination. Self hatred cannot coexist with true...