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- Does anyone have any vitamins or supplements that help with depression?Thanks.
- I have hit some hard bottoms. My benders were train wrecks for sure. Problem is, I drank UP from my last bottom. I was "determined" to get back to where I used to be a couple years ago. That said, I am an alcoholic, no doubt in my mind. Last...
- Yea. I wont post.... (right)I relapsed. I ttried. I wanted to help. I failed. Fuck it. This is my life, fuckin nothing. Dropped out of aa, guess what, bad idea. I wnated to inspire. Thats alll. good dgoing anna. right on. friends tried...
- That would e 6 mos.... :)Congratulations Chris! You are a very special lady. You sure have a ton of wisdom for 6 months. I love love love having you around and love even more to count you as a friend.Enjoy your day!***smooches***
- Fun and excitement cause me anxiety. Sometimes I get a more, more, more feeling and crave euphoria. Want to drink. Other times I get a need to come down feeling and crave relief. Need a drink. Too much activity causes me anxiety. Need a break. ...
- Meaningfullness... If I lack a sense of purpose in my life, how am I to be hopeful? What makes life worthwhile if I don't see the point? Loved ones bring meaning to our existence. Our livelihoods might give us meaning. Nurturing our children...
- Obsession to drink is always with me these days. Drinking or using dreams almost every night. Fear keeps me from picking up. I know my successful drinking days are over. Drinking is not really an option and yet I feel really close to relapse. 4 mos...
- I don't always know why I picked up again. Sometimes it seemed my willpower was weak and I gave in. Other times I just felt insane and incapable of a rational thought process to reason my way out of picking up. Still other times I felt I was...
- Why it has taken me 4 mos to realize this I have no idea, but...EMOTION="urge to drink"I cannot even distinguish between the two. When I feel emotion, I want to drink. It is beyond "self medication" - It is a trigger.Until getting sober recently,...
- One of the things that REALLY gets me back to ground level when I start wanting a drink is to listen to other people who have survived various hardships without picking up a drink.I don't know how exactly, but it really humbles me and seems to...
- "The absence or malfunction of bodily enzymes necessary to metabolize alcohol into a simple carbohydrate, assimilate it into the body and excrete it through normal body function. The failure of the enzymes to perform this function leaves an acetone...
- My ADDICTION tells me I want to drink still, but I can tell you for sure I DON'T want to drink. It's like having 2 personalities both fully aware of each other.The voice of my ADDICTION is my INSANITY and it speaks up when it feels threatened by...
- Chaos... Desperation... Surrender... Accept... Listen... Examine... Seek... Act... Realize... Repeat....or something like that.I have been placing "Realize" too early in the process. =stuck I thank God for giving me the insight to see It, the...
- I am renewed. Putting my insanity on "paper" made this real for me. I own a sense of urgency. I know in a way I didn't know before that to drink is to die. No one is exempt from that reality.A friend found out a week ago he has acute leukemia. ...
- I woke up yesterday with a desire to drink, which is not entirely new to me, but it usually doesn't come on that early or that strong. I knew it was going to be a doozy. I just wanted to share about it - maybe someone else can relate. This is my...