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- the resurrection... ...of Dearly Beloved... MOONFLAKE ...aka KARMICKOOL.We love you, Karmy!!!!!It is my privilege to share my latest, most recent Karmy quote. In her very own words..."I am super great and really smart and spiritually uplifting to...
- "We live in a box of space and time, which we have manufactured by our own minds and all that depends our so-called knowledge of the universe. The simple fact is that we never know all things, nor are we made to know them. Much of our lives must be...
- Same theme different thread.I want to drink I don't want to drink I hate what booze has done to me, but DAMN I don't want to stop. If I fully commit to everything AA, will that mean I have to stop? because I WANT to stop but I don't, you know the...
- Has anyone here ever drank to "stop" everything from moving? Do you ever feel like you can't slow down or relax and sit still without a drink (to an extreme)? I used to joke that booze gave me a "pause button," same with pills.Does anyone have an...
- Sober now and ashamed of myself as usual. I know this is getting old. I just keep making the wrong choice. And as stupid as I feel right now, I still have to come on here and apologize. Anything else would be unfair. I am sorry for all the...
- I love you all. My biggest blessings this year are DS and AA. I can't believe how I feel about all this. It's like coming home. I'm not alone. I don't know why y'all put up with my shit. Maybe you don't. But you are here. I am so sorry that...
- I'm drinking FUCK ME! All you assholes want to give tough love. FUCK YOU! Fuck you mutherfuckers. FUCK you. Yea I told G I wasnt going to post anymore. Well fuck you too G. Fuck me. Block me mutherfucker. Block me. I spew hate. See. I...
- I can't fucking delete myself cuz I wouldn't have anyone to fuck with. Fuck y'all mutherfuckers! I deleted all the numbers in my phone for those of you that matter to me. You all matter to me. WHY I gotta fuck you off? Don't fucking love me., ...
- ...is going to be my inspirationHow many days you got, my friend?
- drunk. There's no question anymore. I am a drunk. Hi my name's Anna and I'm an alcoholic. No fucking question. No denial anymore. I know what I am. This was going to be my first sober Christmas and now it's not. I fucking hate myself. I...
- I crashed last night. I didn't want to. I didn't think I was going to. I thought I was fine. I thought that I was going to be okay. No booze. ...And then I went over to my brother's house. I LOVE my brother. I love him. Me and him, we're...
- Cuz I don't want it bad enough. Cuz I'm not "willing". Cuz you have to "want it more than you need it". CUZ! Cuz I'm trashed. Thank you. Was going to be my first sober Christmas. Fucked that up. Tough love me. BASH me. Do it. You know...
- Lisa, I am blessed. You in my life. I love you. Happy 4 yrs girl.Did I say I love you?Anna
- Karen,You are a blessing in my life. A Godsend. Thank you for who you are. I love you.Happy Birthday girly.xoxoxo
- ...only in my dreams. :) Gotcha!Last night was a struggle, but I made it through without picking up that first drink which would have ruined my entire Christmas. In fact, I am fairly certain I would have called off sick this year for Christmas had...