Mrs2014

Once again, apologies for the raging entry from yesterday. Was in a really really bad place.Today was a bit better. I took the morning off from swim training as I had to work late so thought I should...

I don't know what has happened but I am just overcome with pure unadulterated rage at everyone and everything. I know that I am not pregnant this month and I am so angry about it. I just don't...

I am writing this before work today to try and get myself in a positive frameof mind. I ended up bawling my eyes out last night when i got into bed as I just feel like such a whale right now. this...

So I am really quite glad today is over. I awoke this morning at 430am thanks to my cat (I had accidentally locked her in the laundry in an attempt to catch another cat that ha been sneaking in  and...

Apologies to anyone reading yesterday's entry. I just had a moment where I felt like everything was futile and that there was no point in any of this venture as the end result is always going to be...

just wrote a whole insightful entry that got wiped....thanks apple and your stupid ipads!really not feeling grateful about anything any more. Sorry-the two week wait is killing me and my stupid body...

Felling a little better today after a day of pampering. My acupuncturist is happier with my pulse (whatever that means!) so he thinks I am a little more relaxed. Still feeling a little down and not...

So today, I had another scan to check on whether I had ovulated or not...and I haven't. Whilst I am letting myself freak out a bit- I thought I may as well be completely honest and speak the absolute...

ok so I got the call today from my fertility peeps. They said to go ahead with the trigger HCG shot tonight and then start  "intercourse" for the next 5 days. I know I am such a teenager at heart...

So I was all geared up to give myself a HCG injection tonight but my fertility nurse rang me this afternoon and told me to hold off til tomorrow....I think that my blood work isn't showing the right...

I had my scan this morning and depending on my bloods, will have the HCG tomorrow. The scan shows a follicle that is about 18.5mm-which is right where it should be in terms of growth..so if things go...

Bah I had already written a journal entry but my internet is down and dodgy so I am not going to write it all out again....I knew what I was grateful for....ironically, one of the things was the...

Had a day off from work today which has been just what the doctor ordered! I also had accupuncture and an interesting conversation with my acupuncturist. He really thinks my main problem I...

I am glad that the working day is over! I really struggled with fatigue today...don't really understand why.Day two of bloods and they already want me to come in and have a lok at my ovaries to see...

I made it through today! What an achievement! I am exhausted.I don't even want to write about what a trying day it was-the upside, was that I actually did speak to the person who was giving me huge...