Mrs2014

Ugh so the anxiety is killing me. I am so worried all the time. I have another scan on Tuesday. I feel like there is no point worrying, what will be will be. Every time I catch myself daydreaming...

had my 6 weeks scan today which was brought froward due to the spotting episodes.I am measuring a day behind, (which I was on also doing on Wednesday) and they saw a heart beat today.This is awesome...

So , the spotting is back.I got my beta results yesterday and it came back at 12000 so it has continued to double as normal.  I freaked out and caved and went into work for a sneaky scan...

So after the bleeding episode the other night, I am trying to get my head into a better space. When I spoke to the obstetrician he said that he would arrange with the nurses to move my scan forward...

I have had a call from our fertility doctor (who is also my obstetrician) he thinks that the bleeding was most likely a subchorionic bleed..whatever that is. I have asked for a repeat beta and am...

So the bleeding stopped as quickly as it started. I honestly don't know what that means. I am also taking progesterone pessaries and have read that stops the bleeding during miscarriage...I don't...

Have just started bleeding. Devastated beyond words.

920. Its huge.Now I am convinced that I am having a molar pregnancy..this cannot all possibly go to plan could it??Need to get out of my head and start enjoying it. I have another blood test next...

I have my second beta tomorrow, please let it hve gone up enough.Last time, it hadn't doubled in the 24 hours and it led to all sorts of stress, please let it have risen appropriately this time.First...

Once again, getting pregnant seems to be half the fight, the other half is staying pregnant. I am now officially 4 weeks 2 days. According to a webpage I found here is a 25.2% chance of miscarriage....

My husband guessed the figure. I cannot believe it. Am in shock. But over the moon

Yup about half an hour to go until I get results and I am totally convinced now that it is negative. Have just started getting some cramping. SO I know that it isn't going to be good news. Still...

Had the blood test, probably about 2hours until I find out the results. I know this sounds stupid given the odds and it scares me to say it. I think it could be a positive. Which makes me really...

So it is time for my usual freak out. Whilst I will be devastated if this is a negative result, I guess I am trying to see things in perspective. We already have a beautiful awesome baby boy. He is...

SO this morning I was woken up at 1am. When I got back into bed I started thinking about my mother's group and thinking how smug they all were about how easy it was to conceive for them.Out of 16, I...