grrr

just wrote a whole insightful entry that got wiped....thanks apple and your stupid ipads!
really not feeling grateful about anything any more. Sorry-the two week wait is killing me and my stupid body is messing with me thanks to the HCG injection I had. And I have completely over reacted to such a small set back. I just poured my heart out though for it to get wiped just makes me feel like my feelings are completely worthless and stupid. All I can say right now is fuck the whole process. I am over it.

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Hi. I understand. It\'s so goddamn hard to feel grateful and hopeful. It\'s like you know you might just come crashing and it\'s gonna fucking suck. You give me strength. Even now. Know that we care, we understand, we want to hear even your angry thoughts. Hope you are able to do something good for yourself today even if you don\'t want to.