Feeling a bit better...
Once again, apologies for the raging entry from yesterday. Was in a really really bad place.
Today was a bit better. I took the morning off from swim training as I had to work late so thought I should have the rest. ..glad I did as I am shattered!
So, got my progesterone level checked today and it was quite high which means I ovulated (yay!) I guess it may also account for my thunderous rage yesterday...at least that is my excuse and I am sticking to it! Still not convinced that I am pregnant and after discussing with the husband, I have decided to have a month off from everything fertility associated. This is a big decision and I am not sure it is ust because I am at the end of my tether with everything right now...perhaps after the hormones have left my system I will feel a little differently but I just feel like I already need a break.
Ok, time for my three things....
1. I am grateful for my colleague at work...she knew I was working late tonight so she did a few extra things at work tonight to make my life a little easier...
2. I am grateful for my very understanding husband. I completely shut him out last night when I was so angry...he didn't hold that against me or get angry back, he just gave me space and time to vent....which I really needed!
3. I am grateful for good music being played on the radio....just what I needed driving home tonight after such a long day.
Ok, day off tomorrow, lots to do though.
Today was a bit better. I took the morning off from swim training as I had to work late so thought I should have the rest. ..glad I did as I am shattered!
So, got my progesterone level checked today and it was quite high which means I ovulated (yay!) I guess it may also account for my thunderous rage yesterday...at least that is my excuse and I am sticking to it! Still not convinced that I am pregnant and after discussing with the husband, I have decided to have a month off from everything fertility associated. This is a big decision and I am not sure it is ust because I am at the end of my tether with everything right now...perhaps after the hormones have left my system I will feel a little differently but I just feel like I already need a break.
Ok, time for my three things....
1. I am grateful for my colleague at work...she knew I was working late tonight so she did a few extra things at work tonight to make my life a little easier...
2. I am grateful for my very understanding husband. I completely shut him out last night when I was so angry...he didn't hold that against me or get angry back, he just gave me space and time to vent....which I really needed!
3. I am grateful for good music being played on the radio....just what I needed driving home tonight after such a long day.
Ok, day off tomorrow, lots to do though.
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You don\'t ever have to be sorry for a bad day! We all get it. Taking a month off sounds great, and if you decide not too, then you will be in a better place to keep going. Of course, I hope that you don\'t even have to think of that because good things are happening right now! :)