Mrs2014

Just home from having the blood test. Now have an agonizing 4.5 hour wait until I see the surgeon about the cancer. Not sure he will have the results back today or not. Am trying to prepare myself...

Beta day tomorrow, turns out the cancer tests might also be back tomorrow and now I also have sick baby which means I have had no sleep. I have just had enough right now. I think I am breaking...

Still no symptoms. I now that I will be vaguely disappointed on Friday when the pregnancy test comes through negative but I guess right now I have other things to focus on.Last night I completely...

Still No Symptoms. Whatever. I have mentally checked out of this cycle anyway. Am sure there is a reason it wasn't meant to be.Still a mammoth week and a half wait on the cancer results. The thought...

Just putting it out there as bluntly as I can. I don't have a single pregnancy symptom. Zip..none. I know that it hasn't worked this round and I simply feel nothing. Granted, we are going through...

Nothing much to report. I decided I was well enough to go for a small jog aka shuffle this morning...I must have looked a sight. I held my left arm up to my boobs and kept it clamped there to protect...

Done and dusted.Now all I can do is wait. To be honest, I haven't even given it all too much thought. With the whole cancer thing hanging over my head, I am more focused on that. Statistically, here...

I know that I should be excited.All I feel is hurt. I mentioned in a previous post a friend who had said to me "thank God that's over, now I have my friend back"..that was after I had IVF and got...

I honestly haven't even thought about it. After everything that has happened this past week, it has been the last thing on my mind. I have learnt the hard way who the true friends are though...which...

So just about to get injected with some nice radiation and then off to surgery. Yup terrified. Have totally forgotten about fertility stuff. Ugh I kinda feel like that's a good thing. Silver linings...

Totally forgot about this today with everything that has happened. Did the blood test then promptly forgot why I was doing it...so when the fertility nurse rang I had a complete mind blank. Its all...

I must have known that it wasn't going to be a good day when I wrote my earlier entry..being superstitious and all...I have just been informed that I have cancer.Yup thats right, the big fat C...

I am trying my hardest to stay positive and upbeat for this round. My Fertility doc reckons we have a 50% chance of success ...he is a pretty cavalier kinda guy, so based on my own research, I would...

So, Going back into that building for treatment is actually a lot more daunting than I expected. It brought back a lot of mixed feelings ..all of the hurt, anger disappointment frustration, fear,...

I am having a scan today to check the endo lining...am hoping it all goes to plan.I did a stupid thing and hopped on the scales yesterday and realized that I am still about 3 kilos (7lbs) above my...