Mrs2014

So I am here in Malaysia at a beautiful resort in Borneo. so far things have been great but since last night I have been feeling really depressed. I have my blood test on Saturday and we will get the...

Today is transfer day....as well as My husbands exam day and our travel day.Whoa alot has happened in the last week!!So I had my job interview on Monday night....I got on really well with the...

Well I don't know why I was so worried about the egg retrieval!it was fine. I feel fine and it is now 90mins after the procedure. I feel like I could go do some exercise later...will see.my husbands...

Just when I thought things were at boiling point....we have just been served up another teaspoon of stress!!So, let me just summarise the goings on in our lives at the moment....1. Infertility....Yes...

Ugh what a week. I started my stims Wednesday last week and had my first scan on Wednesday this week.....it showed that the stims weren't working...which is devastating! So my doc upped my dose with...

So I have been having the hormone injections for the last 3 nights and tonight I have to do it all by myself...eek! I am such a baby when it comes to giving myself the injections-I did it last night...

So I have just come back from the Fertility Specialists just now with my drug pack for the IVF cycle.Needless to say, I am a little overwhelmed and apprehensive!I tried to think of and ask as many...

Not much of an update...just chugging along on the pill at the moment-started spotting yesterday which put me in full panic mode thinking that we would have to start IVF drugs sooner in case this was...

Ok SO I am back. We have a review with a different doctor last week. This new guy is with the same fertility clinic (there is only one in our area) but he had been to lecture at my husbands medical...

Ugh I am back because I didn't know where else to go.First of all, I know that I am supposed to be taking a break from all of this but it is lingering in my background thoughts and I have reminders...

I was hoping that I would wake up this morning feeling better...but I don't. I just have so much anger and frustration swirling around in me. I keep thinking of things I can do to help me but then...

Period came. Devastated. Losing the will to live right now. In-laws coming around in less than an hour and I have to host them. Just can't cope any more.

Ok, time once again to be honest. I know that I try and come across as a little wry and try to be funny and positive alot on here but last night that cold terror kept me up for half of the night.So I...

Very loong day at work equals a very short entry...1. I am grateful for my physical restraint in not punching the lights out of the lane hogging swimmer this morning who wouldn't actually swim in the...

So I had a day off today and spent the day cooking and shopping...have just sat down to do list my gratefuls...so here we go...1. I am grateful for our free society...just watching all the news...