DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
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...I know it's a sensitive subject...but I have a question for those of you that have lost your Mom's...Do you forget that she's gone? ...For about the first 9 months since my Mom passed away, I...
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DOWN THE TUBES!!!!I just don't know what to do these days...nothing is satisfying...nothing makes me happy...and even the people I love most in this world are pissing me off to points that I DO NOT...
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SO!...here is what happened yesterday...As I was driving home to get ready for my Therapists appointment I was thinking about my relationship...and how I wish it was different...the way its supposed...
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I lost the will to live a long time ago...if you go through my journal entries here alone you will see that it is true...Problem is that I don't have the courage to carry out my suicide plan...And...
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And I don't know what to do...I have all sorts of gigantic problems that are not easily resolved and I can't even bring myself to ask for help...I don't know wny, I just can't ask for help when I...
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Last Wed.11/12...I sat in my therapist's office slightly upbeat...I had just returned from my annual 5 day R&R and was still coming down off of that deceptive high.My therapist warned me...that she...
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I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!A year go today, (WED.31.JULY.2013) I was in the STICU with my Mom...watching & waiting for them to stabilize her enough to do surgery...it was a difficult time...because...
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“Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for thou art with me.” –David It was a year ago today (Tues.30 July.13) that I saw and spoke to my Mother...
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WEDNESDAY.23 JULY 2014 - Attended Mom's second's care plan meeting this year - the main concern at this time is her weight loss...she has gone from her incoming weight of 120 lbs back in Sept to her...
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I am so frustrated...I don't know what to do...I have so much that I want to do, and so much that I have to do...that I don't know WHAT TO DO!!!! ARGH....MY LIFE has been stuck on hold for a very...
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DON'T KNOW...maybe?...all I know is that I've been struggling with insomnia for a while now, and this week, I seem to have actually been sleeping a little better...what did I do...
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WHY? ... I know I have problems but hey, we all do and in the grand scheme of everything, my problems are NOT that grave...they're just everyday things that we all have to deal with, so why am I so...
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I am having a panic attack and I don't know what to do...so I came here to try to write it out...Inside, my blood feels like its boiling...I am so overwhelmed with stuff and not knowing what to...
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Lets see...I've been thinking (i do a lot of that) about this for a while now...Kinda of doing a year or month in review of my journal entries and posts here on ds and other sites also to see how I...
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DEEP DARK DEPRESSION...EXCESSIVE MISERY....I don't know what to do...my therapist has told me a lot of things to do...and people here on DS have told me a lot of things to do...but still...I just...
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