
DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
Mood:
Horrible
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"...a little uncomfortable. Little bumps and dings..." Hmmm....you mean like this: I have never been AFRAID of anything in my life! NOTHING scares me...but in 2008 I was all alone, curled up into...
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I can do anything that I set my mind to...when I'm healthy...ok...I admit right now I am having a very hard time doing anything!...but that doesn't give anyone else the right to tell me that I can't...
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1 Month ago today, ...I was struggling with the fact that I got scammed out of $180 and was forced to take a title loan out on my truck!!!...1 Month ago today, ... I spent 5+ hours doing laundry...1...
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Two weeks ago today, ... I spent 5+ hours doing laundry...two weeks ago today, ...I was exhausted, frustrated, and tired...Two weeks ago, today ...I went to a meeting that didn't meet!...Two weeks...
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...That sure is what I feel like!.... I've lost everything...lost control of everything...I've even lost the ability to control my bodily functions...(this morning, I woke up in puddle of my own...
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...SORRY ABOUT THE TITLE GUYS, BUT I AM REALLY ANGRY AND ANXIOUS RIGHT NOW!It's been a long hard month...and today I got up late...got dressed...and got ready to go run some errands...I was running...
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Just can't seem to get anything done....last week was spring break so I had an excuse to not do anything...plus I was tired from going through the motions with my son the first few days...but now...
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sleeping...sleeping...sleeping!Yep...I got the insomnia again...hadn't had this problem in a while...since I started taking Trazedone...but i took it late last night (@ 10 pm)...then i ate and read...
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I don't care.Does that make sense? ...that is how I've been feeling....for a while now....I love my family, friends, and even myself - but right now I just don't care about anything or...
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yep....I'm still struggling ....been going to church and meetings but I just can't get into any of it without wandering off into lala land...I am trying ....I stopped my meds last weekend...and then...
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Our Father who art in HeavenHallowed be Thy NameThy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on Earth as it is in HeavenGive us this day our daily breadAnd forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors.And...
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what happened to my journal formatting icons? are they gone because DS wants me to update my three goals which haven't been updated in many months? or is it because I have 123 new messages in my...
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Mon.4 Feb 13: FRUSTRATEDUGH!...I am so Frustrated right now....had a very long week last week....and now I am just drained....completely drained of any little energy I had stored up... I went to...
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...but I have to tell some and I figured it may as well be someone I don't know and that doesn't know me since it is gross, disgusting, and utterly embarrassing...Ready?...OK here goes...A few weeks...
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5.OCT.12 - WELL? ...here we are 5 days into OCT and where am I? Nowhere...sitting here writing this journal entry here on DS...but I guess its better than doing nothing...I went to a open share...
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