WHY AM I SO UNHAPPY? ...
WHY? ... I know I have problems but hey, we all do and in the grand scheme of everything, my problems are NOT that grave...they're just everyday things that we all have to deal with, so why am I so unhappy...nothing interests me...I do nothing all day except sit and think about everything that is wrong and how unhappy I am...
I tried going to church this weekend, and all I could focus on was the negative stuff...there were way too many people there...everyone was with family...me, I have no family, my son went to another church, and my husband doesn't go to church, and so, I am all alone in church...sure I sat with my "adopted" family and two other people, who are members of the church but I don't know them, but still, I just saw the negative in everything...I am just so UNHAPPY and nothing, absolutely nothing interests me or encourages me...NOT EVEN DEATH.
Now, this is going to sound all kinds of weird, BUT, I have always found a certain comfort in death...well on Saturday, I went to a friends Memorial Service and it was a lovely service as always, but I just couldn't find that comfort or peace that I used to get from these services...Its the second one I've been to this year, and both of them were the same...no comfort, no peace, no joy, nothing!!!
LIFE sucks, and now...well it seems that death does too!!!
Well?
I tried going to church this weekend, and all I could focus on was the negative stuff...there were way too many people there...everyone was with family...me, I have no family, my son went to another church, and my husband doesn't go to church, and so, I am all alone in church...sure I sat with my "adopted" family and two other people, who are members of the church but I don't know them, but still, I just saw the negative in everything...I am just so UNHAPPY and nothing, absolutely nothing interests me or encourages me...NOT EVEN DEATH.
Now, this is going to sound all kinds of weird, BUT, I have always found a certain comfort in death...well on Saturday, I went to a friends Memorial Service and it was a lovely service as always, but I just couldn't find that comfort or peace that I used to get from these services...Its the second one I've been to this year, and both of them were the same...no comfort, no peace, no joy, nothing!!!
LIFE sucks, and now...well it seems that death does too!!!
Well?
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We all have times when life is not right. Especially if one can\'t work. That is me. I know were you are coming from. Society and environment play a role. Example. Watching the news brings me down. This world is broken and flawed. God knew that after the great flood. He also knew not even he could fix it. It took a lot of psyk drugs to get me to an almost happy state. At least I\'m comfortable. God does help. Reading the Bible does help. I pray for nothing but the best for you.