DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
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Horrible
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Sep 13, 2008…It was about 2:30 in the morning when I woke up alone in total darkness, with what sounded like a freight train headed straight to my little garage apartment. For the first time in my...
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Sep 13, 2008…It was about 2:30 in the morning when I woke up alone in total darkness, with what sounded like a freight train headed straight to my little garage apartment. For the first time in my...
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Hi! I read this letter yesterday, and had a completely different reaction than I think I should have...I will share more about my current situation and reaction later but for now, I just want to say...
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Mon.8/6 - well...six days into another month and I haven't done a single thing or accomplished any goal...wish I could be disciplined like all these Olympians winning the GOLD...but alas, I am...
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OK...so here it is the 7th of July...and so far I've just wasted another day...yesterday was a long, hard, bittersweet day...and I thought I would sleep last night but that didn't happen...I went to...
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It is already the 6th day of July and I've done nothing but waste the first week of another month...why? because of others controlling my feelings...i literally forced myself to get up and go...
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after our fight the other day, i just completely wasted the fourth of july...and now today, that he's gone of to work and my son has gone off to enjoy his summer, I am home alone, like I love to...
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I am writing to inquire what I must to do to receive my XYZ stipend.The 2011-12 academic year was very difficult for me physically,emotionally, academically and financially. I am just now...
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The feelings are back...Frustration, Fatigue, Fear, Failure...and they all lead to depression... My husband has been home from work since Sunday...and today, after his dr's appointment, and after we...
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WoW...I haven't update my status on DS in FOUR YEARS...I haven't updated my profile in that long either except for my pic and cover photo that I changed last month...but I digressed...againI will...
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I went to my second step study meeting today! I am actually enjoying this 'recovery' thing...I don't know why EVERYBODY doesn't do it. Recovery forces you to sit down and be quiet and...
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What I need to do, I don't do...what I want to do, I can't do...and...what I don't want to do, THAT is what I do!!!yeah...I am stuck on that...I laid awake last night...thoughts racing through my...
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What I need to do, I don't do...what I want to do, I can't do...and...what I don't want to do, THAT is what I do!!!For some reason, I woke up with that running through my head this morning...My...
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I'm back here asking the same stupid question and not coming up with an answer. I don't know what to do or how to do what I know i need to do. Like the other day, I just got up at 11:30...
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why is this so hard...I have no energy...I am sick...I feel like crap and its just a crazy cycle. I have failed at everything I set out to accomplish...and I don't know what to do. the last time...
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