gimmestrength2008

Well, im sittin on this bar stool, talkin like a damm foolI got the 12 o clock news blues........... Ive givin up hope for an afternoon smoke, and a bottle of cold brew...Hello, I am up and...

You'r as cold as ice,You'r willing to sacrifice our loveWell, that seems like a song for here, ice and all. Very cold here, not like most of the country, we are very lucky here so far, my son lives...

Well, it happened again. I have been awake about an hour or so and decided to just get the hell up. I am sick to my stomack again. why does this keep happening? I know why, im not eating right, and i...

Theres a lady who knows....all that glitter's is gold.. and she's buying a stairway to heaven.When she get's there she knows if the stores are all closedwith a word she can get  what she came...

I woke up this morning and the sun was gone, turned on some music to start my day.... OK this is how im going to start my journals, with a little music diddy. Sounds good to me. So OK its Saturday,...

Well, i got back last night from my boyfriends house. Went there on Sat eve. Usually only stay a night, cause we fight if together very long, he is a perfectionist and i am well, who i am. So we...

I dont know, never mind, now i can see it. OK got up supper early to go to the doc, it went fine. The new stomach med is doing me so good. I wish i had an appetite like EVER. My social worker...

Well, this is a pretty color. I have been off this site for a while, again. i couldnt get it to work for the longest time, i guess either they were having trouble or its just my old computer. hope...

Well this seems kinda festive color. Havnt been on here in a long time, more than a month, Bad, i need to be on here more now than ever. i need to make a thing w/ myself that i get on here at least...

Using pink tonight, Watching the British Pink Floyd thing on P.B..S. Said i wasn't going to, too many cut in's, but the light show has me mesmerized. Ah my miss spent youth, anyway, woke up stupid...

Well, i finnally got my computer back together, got a virus, figures. so I'M BACK. I am going to try and start journaling every night. I know it will be hard, I am soo much better. had to go to er...

well, I finally had to call 911i was sooo sick AGAIN. don't know what is doing w the color fo the text, not cooperating, anyways, thought i was having a heart attack it was the WORST case ever. i...

Well, im using purple today because it was my mom's favorite color, she was so pretty. Today would have been her Birthday if she hadnt been murdered on the road by an asshole drunk with a death wish....

OK this is the third time im trying to write a journal, don't know what the deal is so ill make it short before it goes away again. This is red for my home team The Cardinal's. GO CARD'S. OK made...

Well, a new month, Starting VERY BAD!!!!! The YMCA gannked my tinny tiny band acct today. They took WAY MORE than i EVER  autherised. I went up there and had to show them my letter, and they dont...